Sunday, January 6, 2008 @ 5:41 AM
i know i sound like a total idiot
not knowing what to say.
i've thought about avoiding you tomorrow
yet i wish to see you.
tell me what to do
cos i know that i wont know what to do or say
once i see you.
i feel like spilling everything out to you now
and avoiding you after that.
but escaping isnt the solution is it,
besides, i miss you.
is hello the only thing im capable of saying now?
i guess.
i thought growing up meant that you cried less.
im wrong.
you cry even more.
im crying now.
and so. it changes nothing does it.
though i wish it could make you change your mind.