Tuesday, August 31, 2010 @ 9:53 PM
hi bloggie. i know you've been abandoned for the past few days but yep, here i am again *gives love*.
today was a blast. haha though we didn't manage to catch the teacher's day performance and had to stand in the hot sun rubbing and scrubbing away, it was still awesome.
3 cheers for 4D ^^
amazing how we managed to clean all the cars in the parking lot within that short span of time. there was like >50 cars?
won't forget all that smoke rising from cars that have been in the sun for hours, the splashing of water using hose/pails, all that muddy dried muck and bird shit. and of course, lastly, the cute post-its on the windscreen wipers.
as usual, it's great fun bringing a smile to other's faces and making their day so i hope everyone enjoyed themselves as much as i did :)
teacher's day holiday tomorrow and it's high time for a haircut. let's see what new hairstyle Don 哥哥 can produce tomorrow.
it's officially a month minus one day to EOY.
여로분 , 화이팀!
no matter what the world says against you Jesus, the fact that I am still alive, my heart beating ever so strongly for you, is the greatest testimony of your existence. only you could have been strong enough to save someone who was foolish enough to consider forsaking everything once in her life.
(edit) haha wanted to post this yesterday but couldnt finish in time so here i am posting it on WEDNESDAY.
Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 2:55 AM
i know it's been ages since i last updated. so here i am back again, for my dearest silent reader and whoever else who actually follows this page :D
it's drizzling now as there's been a whole lot of lightning for the past 10 minutes. watching yog tt match between france and hungary. hardly paying attention though. wondering what to do to better prepare for the upcoming 4 tests. these few weeks have been really fast-paced and there's something to do everyday, keeping you busy. hasn't been easy but i know i've an almighty superhero, always by my side every single step i take and every week i look forward to hear His word :) it's Fallen: the musical this saturday and Lord, I pray that more hearts will be open to you and that every seed you plant in each precious heart will grow to become a strong tree, who will grow to have strong faith in you and yearn to know you even better.
hey my silent reader zinc :D i know you'll see this~
i'm sure you'll be able to go back to hear God's word every week really soon and meanwhile, don't forget that He'll be there for you throughout this time, looking out for you!
right shall update soon, promise!
Monday, August 9, 2010 @ 8:39 AM
it's been a long journey, 45 years to be exact.
though i was not there to experience everything you've been through
but today, i've finally been able to get an insight into what it was like then.
i know it hasn't been easy
and it couldn't have been a success if not for each and every person.
but just like many others, i'm guilty for only appreciating and valuing you once a year during this day.
of course, there's been the grumbles and complains about everything under the sun as well, (and there still will be)
the government, the ERP, the GST, (maybe that's a skill to be proud of)..
there's no guarantee that i'll be with you my whole life,
that i won't leave,
that i'll try to remember and treasure you more than just once a year,
though one thing's for sure. you'll be within me no matter where I may go, and that i'm proud to be part of you and your history.
happy birthday Singapore and God bless you (:
Sunday, August 8, 2010 @ 8:59 AM
sigh quick update
thank goddd it's a holiday now.
%$^!$#$^ tired. can hardly type properly for 作文 :/
but anyway, yhope yesterday was awesome :D
cant wait to bring people to Dare youth service too!
urgh, there's still sooo much to do for the next 2 days
and i pray that you give me strength and wisdom to complete everything that's left jesus :)
right, so.. ah yes it's eddrick's first month celebration today.
heh my cute little nephew :D
and i got to see my niece at the same time too ^^
update tomorrow!
Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 7:06 AM
awwwww seriously how can someone ever be that cute!
haha only these 2 can make me spazz that much.
do that again next week please~ ^^
right, its the teacher-proclaimed "long" national holidays. and as usual, theres a whole lot to do.
at last bio and geog projects have been cleared. sigh thank god.
ah and it was what i would call a miracle, the thing that happened last night.
i never expected that word to ever come out of her mouth, but hey, it did and though i've already forgiven her before that, i'm still glad she said that.
y-hope tomorrow! jesus i pray that there won't be any delay for the first dance class! don't wanna let my poor friends starve.
right then, update tomorrow ^^
Thursday, August 5, 2010 @ 6:55 AM
everything just kinda came back and hit me hard after reading a particular post on another blog.
the whole journey with you daddy God has been really fulfilling and i just want you to know that i haven't forgotten all that you've done for me.
i know i'm guilty of feeling like you've been sleeping through certain times when i face difficulties though i know i shouldn't be worrying. (after all you calmed the storm with just one word).
i admit that i do just flow with the ways of the world after a while because your grace isn't something natural and as humans, we do forget.
but it's great to remember that you know about everything we do for you, however insignificant, and i want to keep trusting in you for every problem in my life, and share with you all the joyous times i've experienced.
i do wish to do more, especially in youth group, though it really isn't easy to connect to people in that particular manner and i'll be praying to you for more help in this area.
and of course, for my dad to be able to open his heart and accept you one day. only you can make this happen so i'm trusting you for this too!
Y-hope musical this Saturday with dhs friends and i do hope that any non-believers will feel the love of daddy God and come to accept Him as their lord and savior (:
& of course lastly, my secret blog stalker/reader, ZINC :D thank you for the awesome blog posts!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 @ 8:34 AM
cannot help reiterating this but seriously my groupmates are ABSOLUTELY AWESOME.
it is simply beyond my comprehension how people can be so irresponsible.
so only individual projects matter to you? when it comes to group projects you just shun your responsibility around and expect that at the end of the day, the report will miraculously appear, all ready to hand in?
OR even better, just hope that the teacher will give an extension? And what if she doesn't? I hope you do consider going down on your knees to beg.
seriously the next time some moron suggests letting the teacher group us for projects, don't blame me if you incur multiple bruises after that.
if you're so enthusiastic about "mixing around and generating fresh and new ideas" then go ahead. no one else is interested but like-minded morons like you.
pardon my language.
haha what a joke. to top it off, someone that simply doesn't understand simple instructions in english.
(instruction: search on environmental impacts. result: a whole lot of social impacts that was already done long ago)
currently i'm left with one group member online with the rest in lala land and her favourite strategy? : let's just hope the teacher extends.
life is simply great. i feel like a sitting duck.
哥,我知道你放暑假玩得不亦乐乎,但是快上网吧, 只有你愿意听我诉苦。现在超需要你的。
到底跑到那里去了嘛 ):
Tuesday, August 3, 2010 @ 7:31 AM
working with a group of sell-fish, irresponsible groupmates, getting happy about bio marks and then depressed shortly after, and feeling so tired that i couldn't even write properly for 2 whole periods of geog briefly summarizes how these few days have been. not to mention so many other things that are still going on.
just to emphasize my point, the sell-fish groupmates thing totally tops it.
yes jesus, i am trying to love thy enemy like thy neighbour, but unfortunately this group of people are indeed testing my limits. fortunately though, i know your patience has no limits so i'm sure you'll be able to contain all my grievances. i'm sorry you have to hear me gripe/whine/cry every night and thank you for being so understanding.
it seems like the world is convincing me to just go with the flow, study well, graduate, and just get a stable job. though interest matters, but it never does as much as getting a stable job. and somehow today, i felt that bit of my heart just relenting and giving up the fight. please don't allow that to happen jesus. you know how much that means to me and i am trusting you for that miracle. so before that happens, guard my heart and don't allow anyone but you to control its ways.
right, but of course there are some things that did make my day, one being 동욱오빠 and his 뮤직뱅크'06 performance.
totally feel your heart skip a beat when he reveals his eyes.
she's really lucky to have him ^^
update soon.
oh piano exam tomorrow. whee.