you know what. to much math can really kill you. and i believe im approaching a certain death for math right now. superrr depressed. D: theres like the dumb simul. worksheet thats a killer. i was like staring at it half the time. and i still couldnt do it. yeah right sally, oh no. thats a great word to use now. and im like frantically searching through whatever questions there are to revise. the assessments seem terribly easy now, in comparison to the school's practices. helphelphelp. and the revision for CT also. the first few question on INDICES. im praying desperately that they wont give too much indices. it'll kill me really. i hate that topic. tgt with std. form. seems like everyone's desperate. apart from the pro ones. mr ek says the test is difficult. terrible news. so everyone is chionging. mensuration, which is like one of my better topics, is heard to be easy. bad news isnt it. it ought to be tougher and the rest easier. oh whatever. im not making sense already. byebyebye,.


dedicated to zhao weige :D

heyyy, jubix will miss you lotsss ): so jiayou in canada yeah and hopefully we'll meet again. wont forget you :) <3

okayy, so anyway, went out with jubix people earlier on at PP. happened to be there cos of fencing and piano. so i joined them at intersections. haha. it was hilarious, rather. wilson uncle that evil naughty bian tai. D: hahhah kidding lah. dont be angry uncle. i doubt you can be angry anyway, you'll start laughing after 5 sec. :D oh well. yeah so lots of pics were taken. including a few sick ones. and many hilarious ones. i'll have to say this again. i'll miss you wg D: im watching mythbusters. lol. okay byeeee


sigh. after reading wil's post i guess i ought to say more. well, i'll miss wg lots too. after all we did chat quite often last year and could be considered closer friends. and yes, jubix will be seperating soon too. it's all rather depressing if you start thinking of it. we've come really far as a class and i wouldnt ever want to seperate. jubix is bonded aye :] we wont forget you wg so dont forget jubix either :)


lol im back. just felt like updating. it's really boring these days. maybe cos there isnt a him. whatever. so theres still so many tests. sigh studyyyy. congrats on passing ur piano exam, miss sally :D pro kia uh. grade 7 liao :] wg's farewell party was great. rather sad though. we'll all miss him ): some people emo-ed. aww. reminds me that jubix is seperating at the end of this year as well. ))): i bet we'll be all super emo then. oh well. theres history, math CT and geog left ppl. jiayouuu jubix :)

现在终于了解追求完美爱情的
并不是他，
而是我自己。
对不起，我知道很自私
可是如果爱情不完美
那还值得追求吗？




i know i havent updated in a while :D so theres HCL, sci, and 2 spring maths tests this week. HCL's over. Got tested tdy. it was okay, except that i remembered the chengyus and the eleventh hour. fortunately. then theres math tomorrow. mensuration. look, it isnt menstruation. MENSURATION. specially for people who are visually challenged. theres like this big word "error" about autosaving this thing. never mind. math tomorrow. i doubt science will be tomorrow. her teaching of ray diagrams is horrible, judging from everyone's responses. i thought i was the dumb one at first. seems like it's her teaching that's dumb D: theres still ACC project. im super lazy to find. just played plankton with mingwei <3 hahah. i won her but in the end she won me. rawr. P.E was hilarious. rather :] mingwei was spurting her bad breath in front me, rawr-ing non-stop as i tried to pass frisbees. LOL. kidding lah. thennn it's pretty much that. seems like the math tests has lost its springs. isnt a surprise anymore, since he's told us when it is. tomorrow's a super long day. or so it seems. two rather un-needed subjects in one day. CME and ACC. sigh. ACC's actually pretty interesting, with zhang ai qiang lao shi. haha. for once. ACC's actually appreciation of chinese culture. in case you were wondering. CME is well, moral edu. absolutely boring. it makes sense to learn, yes. but it's COMMON SENSE. -.- jiayou for tests jubix :]


eh. well yeah im back. lets see.. today was an early release at 12:15pm. and had 4 periods of HCL. simply boring really. i dont see myself learning any more than primary school. i thought i learnt more in pri school in fact. and Mr. Ek totally forgot about his math period and came it after it just ended. he became a laughing stock but still he was nice enough to remark the spring test 1. benefits some people i guess. not mine though. monday's half day. racial harmony. some ethnic costume again. i'll have to rack my brains though i cant really be bothered. im nice to all races okay. they're all great people :D wonder why people want to discriminate races really. arent we all the same. humans. whats so different? everyone should be treated equally :]]]] racial harmonyyyy is important aye. oh well. anyway, i heard we'll end at the 3rd period on mon. which is science. miss christine tan. i must remind myself to ask her about CSC. very important. *makes a mental note which is due to be clean erased later in the day* theres a whole load of upcoming tests, so jiayou people :D

<3 jubix
btw, wg is leaving soon ): jubix will miss him aye :]


hmm havent posted for a long time. so here i am posting. theres GAP tomorrow so i've got find 15 pictures thanks to two people ah -.^ it's 11:11 :) & ily. just finished the history letter. hmm. the militarism thing, i finally got it thanks to mingwei <3 hehe. did math ws simul. again. geog is getting more boring than history. didnt expect uh. science teacher didnt come, nor did HCL teacher, LA teacher also got a replacement, but shes super nice though. :D learning chengyu.. no rather, i've just finished. it's difficult adjusting to early sch time. waking up at 5:45. by next week it should be fine. PC makes people want to sleep. D: not the video, but the teacher's slow slow slowwww way of talking. cant stand it. theres PE tomorrow. frisbeee. not that i like it. theres stay back tomorrow. splitting up to queue for food tomorrow with sally. she queue food i queue drinks. lol :]

toodles.
you still have the ability to speed
my heartbeat up.
it's just a matter of
whether you want to.



hellooo. i owe mr nian qing de xiao didi/ lao uncle, one post so heres it. :D uh first about yesterday. LA, PC, Hist, sci, math. LA: mrs vora's last lesson until october D: everyone in 2J will miss her :( we surprised her by writing words on the whiteboard and shouting them out when she came in. she took PC too cos lee lao shi didnt come in.. hist was by mr hardi zein :]]] haha i thought it would be some other strict strict teacher. he's quite nice actually. and the film was pretty interesting though there seriously wasnt much notes to take. or either i wasnt listening. science. wavessss. rather messy teacher eh sally? luan qi ba zao de. tsk. teach also yi kuai yi kuai one -.- math ah. mr EK. i thought he was rather fierce yest. cos many ppl didnt do simul. equations. one page only. lol i did half page. but as long as got do a bit also okay. so i didnt need to stand for the whole lesson unlike some people who didnt do. finished sch after that. and i was rather free after finishing math ws. or at least i thought everything was completed until mark started sms-ing me on the math report. then i suddenly remembered it was due today. amusing. so we started chionging. two of us only cos qiu rui's laptop spolit and sharon had to sleep early cos she had track competition today. both of us did until like 1am. mark deserved more credit though. he really put lots of effort into it :D ty mark :] anyway. slept like 1:15 after packing bag and stuff. super sleepy today. oh well. im stoning here now. and this whole post, just take it as two posts. im lazy to post another one.

i really need someone i can trust
and love unconditionally.
it's starting to get tough
keeping it all inside
that crying seems habitual now.
please, let me find him soon.
jie, will you help?



70th post. haha. just noticed that. tomorrow theres two tests. LA and math. merchant of -ing or MOV-ing according to uncle. maths is abt simultaneous equations. i still prefer substitution la. but sally's been proving to me that elimination is better. oh right it is. but i dont like it. haha. printed out all the geog ppt for the file. tsk. what a waste of ink. 7 pages. and i didnt even glance at it. managing water supplies. hah this reminded me of our geog project. muaha. super fun eh sally :D we got some super creative ideas luhhhh. hehee. it will change singapore's solid waste managment for gd. some crazy ideas we got as we sat in mos burger munching on fries, sally eating most of them, and sipping drinks, i drank most of it. haha. i still prefer liquids over food. whatever cold drink you present to me will always beat french fries anyday. anyway. that isnt the point. so yeah this was one of the most fun projects. there were others too of course. lazy to mention. but anyway. most grp work with jubix is always fun :D ACC was actually becoming interesting that i tried to listen. and i did manage to. but then he tells too many stories until cannot remember everything. sigh. then it becomes information overload. and then i didnt bother to hear on already. haha. then it got boring and sally and i were lying on the table sleeping. cme was even worse. equally boring+ no chance to listen to anything. keep asking us to write goals. tsk. -.- well. thats about it for lessons. seems like some people have cca tdy. so i gotta go back alone. tomorrow ends rather early :) i wonder who'll be the hist. teacher tmr since miss ling's retiring i think. so many good teachers are like taking leave or on course. LA is one, Math also, Hist also, and then geog teacher is going on course. it's like the great teachers are leaving for a while. i wonder how the reliefs will be like.

i wonder if this is considered liking you all over again?
actually im not too sure myself.
but i havent got over them yet
and it'll take some time.
and im still finding him.
i love him,
but maybe i like you too.
maybe.
after all,
you gave me the best memories
of a relationship.



hey joreen jie,
we all miss you yeah.
it's been a long time since you've gone.
just thought of you suddenly.
many people stil havent got over
this sadness.
bring hope to them okay :] <3

can i believe in all religions.
i dont like choosing.



can you change change it?
can you change fate?
if you can jie,
then please let me be with him.
dont let me be alone again.




it's back to school and i realised that i only look foward to sec sch's reopening. never primary school's one. haha. PE wasnt so bad luh. in fact it was fun. frisbeee. i kinda suck at it. LOL. sally isnt any better though. the running aids slimming. which is supposedly gd. :D hmm im listening to a song. english one too. surprising uh. hah. sigh im stoning. tsk someone play with me.

& it'll never be about you again.
& it's time to stop already.
& i cant hold on anymore.
& maybe it isnt cos i dont love you anymore.
but, still it's over already.


& now it's another him.
but theres no way it'll work anyway.
but i cant let go.
cos i know that if i do,
i'll be alone again.



haha i forgot to add. uncle skated? in front of yijia. i know there isnt such a word. who cares. anyway, yijia wasnt that stable and then he was laughing or something and skated? into a grp of ppl about to take picture. and he bent down in front of the cam. LOL i bet it took his butt. and btw, after shaking the bus stop so much, did it collapse uncle? hahaha. and yes uncle, speaking too much wont die la. D: laugh too much will. muaha.

fine. im feeling lonely now.
and it's because
you can only fill up that small part
of me.
maybe it'll work when im not so focused on you.
but now i am,
and the more i think about you
the more impossible you seem.



went ice-skating with jubix-ians :D haha it was fun and yijia was screaming her head off. we arent les okay uncle. dont be sick. seems like they got almost all the measurements for the boots wrong cos every one subsequently went to change to a larger size. uncle seems like a magnet for girls horhhhh -.^ always seems to be girls that are tripping you. weige got pulled by yijia and grace. at one point grace laughed till she fell. hilarious really. and uncle was imitating some adult guy doing the duck walk on ice. tsktsk so evil hahaha. and somehow, because both the ex-link tappers on the bus 16 was faulty, weige grace and me got a free ride home. i dont think the bus driver noticed. afterall it was so crowded. hah, i wonder how uncle and the remaining people at the bus stop spent the time waiting for bus 11, since according to him it would take another hour to arrive -.^ you ought to tell me uncle. seems like everyone fell on ice. except.. uhh i think it should be weige. i didnt either actually cos this time the skates worked fine. didnt cause any problems. anyway, so it's back to sch tomorrow. first period and it's actually PE. crap. and by a new teacher, to add on. i hope he dosent go commando style or smth. some guy teachers are hiong. and right after recess its THREE horrendous periods of chinese. i dont dislike the language, dont get me wrong. it's just that whatever we are learning now is simply boring. physics, by the same teacher after that. i cant believe it really. same teacher for a different sci. i thought she only taught bio. and it was bad enough alr. now phy, and probably chem as well. lets worry for our eoys tgt people. then it's LA. merchant of venice for sure. and theres still a need to lug the A4 report book back tomorrow. sigh. can someone help me carry my bag.
toodles :]

and maybe the main reason
why im still holding on to you
is because
i know that if i let you go
i'll be alone again.
dont get me wrong,
i still love you
it's just that
i know very well
that you cant give me anything
at all, unless i get to find you.




firstly ty uncle and nicole :D ily both (as an uncle and as a best friend respectively) hehhh. lets see what happened tdy. bought new blades thanks to daddy :]]] <3 went out on a date with mummy and daddy and mummy got new track pants for me hehe ty <3 im desperately trying to find a jacket that actually matches the pants but it isnt in season now or at least thats what mummy says so oh well. i've gotta wait then. anw, i went vivo if you were wondering. and i walked the whole page one bookshop a total of 5 times and memorised pretty much where everything was placed. interesting aye. no new books though. and then, as usual a good dinner :D main highlight of the day mah. it's food. the thai accent is good. :P heh. well yeah tomorrow's ice skating and i dont plan to be a lightbulb -.^
i want to ask him so much
if he knows how i can ever locate him.
i've really run out of ways.
and i cant find back that feeling
i used to have for you already.
i wonder why.



hmmm. im doing a short post. lets seee. what happened today. oh. piano was rather funny. teacher was like " see lah. press wrong again. go up go down all the same mah. your hand dont like crab laidat keep bending." sigh. that made me crack up. lol x) there was a major relative gathering or something. and dad's pillow was assaulted. i guess it contains like gazillion number of germs now. and creative zen's quite cool. ah. v aunty got one :D hmm going out on a date with parents tomorrow. if im in a nice mood i shall shop for your present, mingwei :D be honoured. oh well. i wonder what time isit on monday. wg D: tell me hurryyy. finally got the new timetable. phew. tomorrow then print out (if i ever remember). toodles :D
sigh. i spent like 30 mins emo-ing. before piano
nearly cried in fencing.
i dont know whats wrong either.
and i want you.




yay youth day celebration was high :D haha. the concert was super entertaining. haha dhs teachers <3! the activities were funny too. x) jubix peeps were spraying each other o.o hehehe. 4G's dance was cool xP they danced as though they were all from eds. sighhh i just watched episode 90 of d.gray man when i havent even watched past episode 16+. and they removed all the earlier episodes from everywhere on the net because of infringement. i want the wholeee series luh. i seriously never ever liked anime. because i never understood it. so this is the best one i've ever seen so far. and besides this one isnt the sort of crazy war fighting thing or some sports battle. no offence to people who like such categories. it's just that im picky. and if you're wondering why in the world did i watch episode 90, it was because it was on television and without knowing what epi. that was, i just watched it. until the end then i realised it was ep. 90 -.- no wonder i was wondering like, when did lenalee cut her hair?! and allen looks uglier on local tv x) lavi seems the same though. as compared to youtube. monday no school :]] im wondering who should i "date" with. jubix or parents :D im going out with my parents on sunday alr actually. oh well. we'll see. if it's with jubix then it ought to be in the morning. muaha. so that i'll be able to go other places in the afternoon. i dont think any one will be willing to wake up early. ehehe. i wanna go dating with bothh :]
sigh. maybe it's time to give up
on just you.
i have not let go of him yet
and i dont plan to do so anytime soon
probably cos he's the only one i can fall back on now.

actually, all it takes is for you to change your mind.
& i'll try my best to find you.
there is absolutely no guarantee
but im willing to try.
so until i do;
please wait.




Does anyone know if there is a geog test anytime soon?! D:

i thought i heard teacher mention
something like that.

tag please if you know :D

thank you :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]



wonder what kinda crap feeling it is
watching you with others
it's just friendship
yet my mind keeps thinking otherwise.
seems like heart and mind wont work tgt -.-

i cant just stop at thanking you for understanding.
like theres something more i want to add on
yet cant.
im not thinking straight. just ignore me.



something like, i like you so much (as a friend)



Cos im bored so im back! :D haha youth day. no sch on monday, if i didnt remember wrongly. sigh im bored. x) oh well. i wonder what we'll be doing tomorrow

lol fine. im feeling crap-ish now.
haha. funny why im emo-ing
i've never done that.
oh whatever

ust stop crying D:



hello :D haha. at last, idmi's over. this year's one wasn't too bad as well, the group was good. and we managed to skip quite a substantial amount of questions in Q&A. we only got fired 2 questions. not exactly surprising. the previous groups had zero. not exactly a good sign but oh well never mind about it. went back super early today and someone unexpected turned up. Look im not saying it's bad or anything -.- anyway. that's about it. tomorrow youth day + class tee :D jubix <3



and maybe now i know the answer
to many questions thats been popping up.

wondered why i kept changing
people i liked so frequently.
couldn't tell anyone
about this
and i thought i was flirt too. lol.
wondered why i never liked to share friendship
and my definition of a best friend
was one that would agree with me unconditionally.

hah. maybe now i know why.
maybe it's because im missing out on siblings.
it's not that you parents cant give you enough
it's just that siblings not only protect you
but they teach you to share too.

probably because i never needed to share
i never liked sharing friends.
and because i never had siblings
wanted someone
like an older brother.
but one that would stick with me forever.

i think it pretty much explains everything uh







ehh it's 12:07 and im posting cos a gd uncle waited for it :D heh jk :]] anw. was "chiong-ing" idmi. not really actually. more of chatting. im eco-friendly cos i used cardboard cue cards. SAVE THE EARTH. nah. im no eco-enthu. hmm. hope the presentation will go fine. no one will ask me questions.. x) hmm haha this years idmi was good as well. thought it wouldn't be that fun. turned out fine :D super giggly and screamy group. haha we were playing wonderland or smth and then everytime the cannon shot the stinky character dead everyone'll scream. qiurui will continue it with never-ending laughter. lol funny. and uncle popped out of nowhere. and well aiya. i gotta cut short la. my mum is hovering about doing some irritating sounds with her mouth. eheh. toodles. i'll tag more tomorrow since i'll be early :D
it's funny why
i never wanted our friendship to be shared
even when i didnt like you

you know what. to much math can really kill you. and i believe im approaching a certain death for math right now. superrr depressed. D: theres like the dumb simul. worksheet thats a killer. i was like staring at it half the time. and i still couldnt do it. yeah right sally, oh no. thats a great word to use now. and im like frantically searching through whatever questions there are to revise. the assessments seem terribly easy now, in comparison to the school's practices. helphelphelp. and the revision for CT also. the first few question on INDICES. im praying desperately that they wont give too much indices. it'll kill me really. i hate that topic. tgt with std. form. seems like everyone's desperate. apart from the pro ones. mr ek says the test is difficult. terrible news. so everyone is chionging. mensuration, which is like one of my better topics, is heard to be easy. bad news isnt it. it ought to be tougher and the rest easier. oh whatever. im not making sense already. byebyebye,.


dedicated to zhao weige :D

heyyy, jubix will miss you lotsss ): so jiayou in canada yeah and hopefully we'll meet again. wont forget you :) <3

okayy, so anyway, went out with jubix people earlier on at PP. happened to be there cos of fencing and piano. so i joined them at intersections. haha. it was hilarious, rather. wilson uncle that evil naughty bian tai. D: hahhah kidding lah. dont be angry uncle. i doubt you can be angry anyway, you'll start laughing after 5 sec. :D oh well. yeah so lots of pics were taken. including a few sick ones. and many hilarious ones. i'll have to say this again. i'll miss you wg D: im watching mythbusters. lol. okay byeeee


sigh. after reading wil's post i guess i ought to say more. well, i'll miss wg lots too. after all we did chat quite often last year and could be considered closer friends. and yes, jubix will be seperating soon too. it's all rather depressing if you start thinking of it. we've come really far as a class and i wouldnt ever want to seperate. jubix is bonded aye :] we wont forget you wg so dont forget jubix either :)


lol im back. just felt like updating. it's really boring these days. maybe cos there isnt a him. whatever. so theres still so many tests. sigh studyyyy. congrats on passing ur piano exam, miss sally :D pro kia uh. grade 7 liao :] wg's farewell party was great. rather sad though. we'll all miss him ): some people emo-ed. aww. reminds me that jubix is seperating at the end of this year as well. ))): i bet we'll be all super emo then. oh well. theres history, math CT and geog left ppl. jiayouuu jubix :)

现在终于了解追求完美爱情的
并不是他，
而是我自己。
对不起，我知道很自私
可是如果爱情不完美
那还值得追求吗？




i know i havent updated in a while :D so theres HCL, sci, and 2 spring maths tests this week. HCL's over. Got tested tdy. it was okay, except that i remembered the chengyus and the eleventh hour. fortunately. then theres math tomorrow. mensuration. look, it isnt menstruation. MENSURATION. specially for people who are visually challenged. theres like this big word "error" about autosaving this thing. never mind. math tomorrow. i doubt science will be tomorrow. her teaching of ray diagrams is horrible, judging from everyone's responses. i thought i was the dumb one at first. seems like it's her teaching that's dumb D: theres still ACC project. im super lazy to find. just played plankton with mingwei <3 hahah. i won her but in the end she won me. rawr. P.E was hilarious. rather :] mingwei was spurting her bad breath in front me, rawr-ing non-stop as i tried to pass frisbees. LOL. kidding lah. thennn it's pretty much that. seems like the math tests has lost its springs. isnt a surprise anymore, since he's told us when it is. tomorrow's a super long day. or so it seems. two rather un-needed subjects in one day. CME and ACC. sigh. ACC's actually pretty interesting, with zhang ai qiang lao shi. haha. for once. ACC's actually appreciation of chinese culture. in case you were wondering. CME is well, moral edu. absolutely boring. it makes sense to learn, yes. but it's COMMON SENSE. -.- jiayou for tests jubix :]


eh. well yeah im back. lets see.. today was an early release at 12:15pm. and had 4 periods of HCL. simply boring really. i dont see myself learning any more than primary school. i thought i learnt more in pri school in fact. and Mr. Ek totally forgot about his math period and came it after it just ended. he became a laughing stock but still he was nice enough to remark the spring test 1. benefits some people i guess. not mine though. monday's half day. racial harmony. some ethnic costume again. i'll have to rack my brains though i cant really be bothered. im nice to all races okay. they're all great people :D wonder why people want to discriminate races really. arent we all the same. humans. whats so different? everyone should be treated equally :]]]] racial harmonyyyy is important aye. oh well. anyway, i heard we'll end at the 3rd period on mon. which is science. miss christine tan. i must remind myself to ask her about CSC. very important. *makes a mental note which is due to be clean erased later in the day* theres a whole load of upcoming tests, so jiayou people :D

<3 jubix
btw, wg is leaving soon ): jubix will miss him aye :]


hmm havent posted for a long time. so here i am posting. theres GAP tomorrow so i've got find 15 pictures thanks to two people ah -.^ it's 11:11 :) & ily. just finished the history letter. hmm. the militarism thing, i finally got it thanks to mingwei <3 hehe. did math ws simul. again. geog is getting more boring than history. didnt expect uh. science teacher didnt come, nor did HCL teacher, LA teacher also got a replacement, but shes super nice though. :D learning chengyu.. no rather, i've just finished. it's difficult adjusting to early sch time. waking up at 5:45. by next week it should be fine. PC makes people want to sleep. D: not the video, but the teacher's slow slow slowwww way of talking. cant stand it. theres PE tomorrow. frisbeee. not that i like it. theres stay back tomorrow. splitting up to queue for food tomorrow with sally. she queue food i queue drinks. lol :]

toodles.
you still have the ability to speed
my heartbeat up.
it's just a matter of
whether you want to.



hellooo. i owe mr nian qing de xiao didi/ lao uncle, one post so heres it. :D uh first about yesterday. LA, PC, Hist, sci, math. LA: mrs vora's last lesson until october D: everyone in 2J will miss her :( we surprised her by writing words on the whiteboard and shouting them out when she came in. she took PC too cos lee lao shi didnt come in.. hist was by mr hardi zein :]]] haha i thought it would be some other strict strict teacher. he's quite nice actually. and the film was pretty interesting though there seriously wasnt much notes to take. or either i wasnt listening. science. wavessss. rather messy teacher eh sally? luan qi ba zao de. tsk. teach also yi kuai yi kuai one -.- math ah. mr EK. i thought he was rather fierce yest. cos many ppl didnt do simul. equations. one page only. lol i did half page. but as long as got do a bit also okay. so i didnt need to stand for the whole lesson unlike some people who didnt do. finished sch after that. and i was rather free after finishing math ws. or at least i thought everything was completed until mark started sms-ing me on the math report. then i suddenly remembered it was due today. amusing. so we started chionging. two of us only cos qiu rui's laptop spolit and sharon had to sleep early cos she had track competition today. both of us did until like 1am. mark deserved more credit though. he really put lots of effort into it :D ty mark :] anyway. slept like 1:15 after packing bag and stuff. super sleepy today. oh well. im stoning here now. and this whole post, just take it as two posts. im lazy to post another one.

i really need someone i can trust
and love unconditionally.
it's starting to get tough
keeping it all inside
that crying seems habitual now.
please, let me find him soon.
jie, will you help?



70th post. haha. just noticed that. tomorrow theres two tests. LA and math. merchant of -ing or MOV-ing according to uncle. maths is abt simultaneous equations. i still prefer substitution la. but sally's been proving to me that elimination is better. oh right it is. but i dont like it. haha. printed out all the geog ppt for the file. tsk. what a waste of ink. 7 pages. and i didnt even glance at it. managing water supplies. hah this reminded me of our geog project. muaha. super fun eh sally :D we got some super creative ideas luhhhh. hehee. it will change singapore's solid waste managment for gd. some crazy ideas we got as we sat in mos burger munching on fries, sally eating most of them, and sipping drinks, i drank most of it. haha. i still prefer liquids over food. whatever cold drink you present to me will always beat french fries anyday. anyway. that isnt the point. so yeah this was one of the most fun projects. there were others too of course. lazy to mention. but anyway. most grp work with jubix is always fun :D ACC was actually becoming interesting that i tried to listen. and i did manage to. but then he tells too many stories until cannot remember everything. sigh. then it becomes information overload. and then i didnt bother to hear on already. haha. then it got boring and sally and i were lying on the table sleeping. cme was even worse. equally boring+ no chance to listen to anything. keep asking us to write goals. tsk. -.- well. thats about it for lessons. seems like some people have cca tdy. so i gotta go back alone. tomorrow ends rather early :) i wonder who'll be the hist. teacher tmr since miss ling's retiring i think. so many good teachers are like taking leave or on course. LA is one, Math also, Hist also, and then geog teacher is going on course. it's like the great teachers are leaving for a while. i wonder how the reliefs will be like.

i wonder if this is considered liking you all over again?
actually im not too sure myself.
but i havent got over them yet
and it'll take some time.
and im still finding him.
i love him,
but maybe i like you too.
maybe.
after all,
you gave me the best memories
of a relationship.



hey joreen jie,
we all miss you yeah.
it's been a long time since you've gone.
just thought of you suddenly.
many people stil havent got over
this sadness.
bring hope to them okay :] <3

can i believe in all religions.
i dont like choosing.



can you change change it?
can you change fate?
if you can jie,
then please let me be with him.
dont let me be alone again.




it's back to school and i realised that i only look foward to sec sch's reopening. never primary school's one. haha. PE wasnt so bad luh. in fact it was fun. frisbeee. i kinda suck at it. LOL. sally isnt any better though. the running aids slimming. which is supposedly gd. :D hmm im listening to a song. english one too. surprising uh. hah. sigh im stoning. tsk someone play with me.

& it'll never be about you again.
& it's time to stop already.
& i cant hold on anymore.
& maybe it isnt cos i dont love you anymore.
but, still it's over already.


& now it's another him.
but theres no way it'll work anyway.
but i cant let go.
cos i know that if i do,
i'll be alone again.



haha i forgot to add. uncle skated? in front of yijia. i know there isnt such a word. who cares. anyway, yijia wasnt that stable and then he was laughing or something and skated? into a grp of ppl about to take picture. and he bent down in front of the cam. LOL i bet it took his butt. and btw, after shaking the bus stop so much, did it collapse uncle? hahaha. and yes uncle, speaking too much wont die la. D: laugh too much will. muaha.

fine. im feeling lonely now.
and it's because
you can only fill up that small part
of me.
maybe it'll work when im not so focused on you.
but now i am,
and the more i think about you
the more impossible you seem.



went ice-skating with jubix-ians :D haha it was fun and yijia was screaming her head off. we arent les okay uncle. dont be sick. seems like they got almost all the measurements for the boots wrong cos every one subsequently went to change to a larger size. uncle seems like a magnet for girls horhhhh -.^ always seems to be girls that are tripping you. weige got pulled by yijia and grace. at one point grace laughed till she fell. hilarious really. and uncle was imitating some adult guy doing the duck walk on ice. tsktsk so evil hahaha. and somehow, because both the ex-link tappers on the bus 16 was faulty, weige grace and me got a free ride home. i dont think the bus driver noticed. afterall it was so crowded. hah, i wonder how uncle and the remaining people at the bus stop spent the time waiting for bus 11, since according to him it would take another hour to arrive -.^ you ought to tell me uncle. seems like everyone fell on ice. except.. uhh i think it should be weige. i didnt either actually cos this time the skates worked fine. didnt cause any problems. anyway, so it's back to sch tomorrow. first period and it's actually PE. crap. and by a new teacher, to add on. i hope he dosent go commando style or smth. some guy teachers are hiong. and right after recess its THREE horrendous periods of chinese. i dont dislike the language, dont get me wrong. it's just that whatever we are learning now is simply boring. physics, by the same teacher after that. i cant believe it really. same teacher for a different sci. i thought she only taught bio. and it was bad enough alr. now phy, and probably chem as well. lets worry for our eoys tgt people. then it's LA. merchant of venice for sure. and theres still a need to lug the A4 report book back tomorrow. sigh. can someone help me carry my bag.
toodles :]

and maybe the main reason
why im still holding on to you
is because
i know that if i let you go
i'll be alone again.
dont get me wrong,
i still love you
it's just that
i know very well
that you cant give me anything
at all, unless i get to find you.




firstly ty uncle and nicole :D ily both (as an uncle and as a best friend respectively) hehhh. lets see what happened tdy. bought new blades thanks to daddy :]]] <3 went out on a date with mummy and daddy and mummy got new track pants for me hehe ty <3 im desperately trying to find a jacket that actually matches the pants but it isnt in season now or at least thats what mummy says so oh well. i've gotta wait then. anw, i went vivo if you were wondering. and i walked the whole page one bookshop a total of 5 times and memorised pretty much where everything was placed. interesting aye. no new books though. and then, as usual a good dinner :D main highlight of the day mah. it's food. the thai accent is good. :P heh. well yeah tomorrow's ice skating and i dont plan to be a lightbulb -.^
i want to ask him so much
if he knows how i can ever locate him.
i've really run out of ways.
and i cant find back that feeling
i used to have for you already.
i wonder why.



hmmm. im doing a short post. lets seee. what happened today. oh. piano was rather funny. teacher was like " see lah. press wrong again. go up go down all the same mah. your hand dont like crab laidat keep bending." sigh. that made me crack up. lol x) there was a major relative gathering or something. and dad's pillow was assaulted. i guess it contains like gazillion number of germs now. and creative zen's quite cool. ah. v aunty got one :D hmm going out on a date with parents tomorrow. if im in a nice mood i shall shop for your present, mingwei :D be honoured. oh well. i wonder what time isit on monday. wg D: tell me hurryyy. finally got the new timetable. phew. tomorrow then print out (if i ever remember). toodles :D
sigh. i spent like 30 mins emo-ing. before piano
nearly cried in fencing.
i dont know whats wrong either.
and i want you.




yay youth day celebration was high :D haha. the concert was super entertaining. haha dhs teachers <3! the activities were funny too. x) jubix peeps were spraying each other o.o hehehe. 4G's dance was cool xP they danced as though they were all from eds. sighhh i just watched episode 90 of d.gray man when i havent even watched past episode 16+. and they removed all the earlier episodes from everywhere on the net because of infringement. i want the wholeee series luh. i seriously never ever liked anime. because i never understood it. so this is the best one i've ever seen so far. and besides this one isnt the sort of crazy war fighting thing or some sports battle. no offence to people who like such categories. it's just that im picky. and if you're wondering why in the world did i watch episode 90, it was because it was on television and without knowing what epi. that was, i just watched it. until the end then i realised it was ep. 90 -.- no wonder i was wondering like, when did lenalee cut her hair?! and allen looks uglier on local tv x) lavi seems the same though. as compared to youtube. monday no school :]] im wondering who should i "date" with. jubix or parents :D im going out with my parents on sunday alr actually. oh well. we'll see. if it's with jubix then it ought to be in the morning. muaha. so that i'll be able to go other places in the afternoon. i dont think any one will be willing to wake up early. ehehe. i wanna go dating with bothh :]
sigh. maybe it's time to give up
on just you.
i have not let go of him yet
and i dont plan to do so anytime soon
probably cos he's the only one i can fall back on now.

actually, all it takes is for you to change your mind.
& i'll try my best to find you.
there is absolutely no guarantee
but im willing to try.
so until i do;
please wait.




Does anyone know if there is a geog test anytime soon?! D:

i thought i heard teacher mention
something like that.

tag please if you know :D

thank you :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]



wonder what kinda crap feeling it is
watching you with others
it's just friendship
yet my mind keeps thinking otherwise.
seems like heart and mind wont work tgt -.-

i cant just stop at thanking you for understanding.
like theres something more i want to add on
yet cant.
im not thinking straight. just ignore me.



something like, i like you so much (as a friend)



Cos im bored so im back! :D haha youth day. no sch on monday, if i didnt remember wrongly. sigh im bored. x) oh well. i wonder what we'll be doing tomorrow

lol fine. im feeling crap-ish now.
haha. funny why im emo-ing
i've never done that.
oh whatever

ust stop crying D:



hello :D haha. at last, idmi's over. this year's one wasn't too bad as well, the group was good. and we managed to skip quite a substantial amount of questions in Q&A. we only got fired 2 questions. not exactly surprising. the previous groups had zero. not exactly a good sign but oh well never mind about it. went back super early today and someone unexpected turned up. Look im not saying it's bad or anything -.- anyway. that's about it. tomorrow youth day + class tee :D jubix <3



and maybe now i know the answer
to many questions thats been popping up.

wondered why i kept changing
people i liked so frequently.
couldn't tell anyone
about this
and i thought i was flirt too. lol.
wondered why i never liked to share friendship
and my definition of a best friend
was one that would agree with me unconditionally.

hah. maybe now i know why.
maybe it's because im missing out on siblings.
it's not that you parents cant give you enough
it's just that siblings not only protect you
but they teach you to share too.

probably because i never needed to share
i never liked sharing friends.
and because i never had siblings
wanted someone
like an older brother.
but one that would stick with me forever.

i think it pretty much explains everything uh







ehh it's 12:07 and im posting cos a gd uncle waited for it :D heh jk :]] anw. was "chiong-ing" idmi. not really actually. more of chatting. im eco-friendly cos i used cardboard cue cards. SAVE THE EARTH. nah. im no eco-enthu. hmm. hope the presentation will go fine. no one will ask me questions.. x) hmm haha this years idmi was good as well. thought it wouldn't be that fun. turned out fine :D super giggly and screamy group. haha we were playing wonderland or smth and then everytime the cannon shot the stinky character dead everyone'll scream. qiurui will continue it with never-ending laughter. lol funny. and uncle popped out of nowhere. and well aiya. i gotta cut short la. my mum is hovering about doing some irritating sounds with her mouth. eheh. toodles. i'll tag more tomorrow since i'll be early :D
it's funny why
i never wanted our friendship to be shared
even when i didnt like you

NAME :)
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME
HELLO ^^ It's Treeesh here~.
& yes i loveee DHS
keeping quiet most of the time is my hobby so NO I am NOT in an emotional mood.
get that fact straight.
now,what else would you like to know? (:
What more can I say?

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