Saturday, October 23, 2010 @ 8:09 AM
sigh that show never fails me make me feel as though i could die crying in that few split seconds all the time.
makes me yearn for that dream all over again.
yeah sure i know i said that i managed to convince myself to give up on that
and for a while i actually thought i succeeded.
probably not, and im not surprised either.
after all i was willing to give almost everything in return for that once.
so that feeling returns once in a while now, teasing and reminding me about how much i want that.
and indeed, i still do.
but that's life on earth isn't it,
people have said life's short, live for yourself cos trying to live for others is too tiring.
but, life's that short and hasn't it ever occurred to you that maybe we were all angels sent down to minister to each other and make the earth a better place?
we only have that little time to try to change someone else's life for the better, and we should, shouldn't we?
we were sent down to care for and love and take care of our own loved ones and that's probably one of the most important things there is.
although having an immense load of wealth or cars or big houses in the future wouldn't half matter to me
i know it would make you happy so yes i would pay this price.
small to you it may seem, but i just hope you know it once meant the world to me.