Tuesday, November 30, 2010 @ 6:49 AM
d'mvmt day camp has come to an end.
the open classes were truly awesome. learnt so much more than just that genre of dance.
maybe i've finally seen another way out.
and you Jesus, will be the one to see it through.
seen so much these 2 days as well. lots of food for thought.
it takes only one person, a smile, a heart-to-heart talk to make one's day.
thank you Jesus, for allowing me to meet an angel today.
I believe you sent her and i'm really glad i've got her.
i hope that one day, i'll be able to give back double of what i've received today to someone else who needs it even more.
You really have a great way of choosing friends, love meeting someone who's personally felt the transformation in life through You (:
everyone's like an abused kid today, with bruises and whatnot over the knees due to over intense bboy-ing yesterday.
like old ladies/men too, can hardly squat or stand without groaning intensely.
definitely worth it though.
going for some koi tomorrow with sarah perhaps :)
shall update more tomorrow.
Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 8:18 AM
watching happy together now. haha one of my fav singers on now.
library today. extremely elated to see they tripled the borrowing quota ^^
lots of nice new books. would rather read than sleep.
it's amazing to see God's shadow even at the library amongst the mountain of books (:
really heartening to see this during a turbulence: God never promised a calm passage, but a safe landing.
reminds me so much about the lowest point that i hit a while back.
indeed this whole journey has never been easy and honestly i gave up so many times but im so thankful He never did.
if He ever even let go for a while, I wouldn't be ever this whole now.
I know there'll be so many tough times to come but i'm glad we're in this together.
"there won't be a day that I won't catch you when you fall, cos it's us against the world, tonight."
-westlife
i know that's Your promise to me and nights spent in tears occasionally are never as lonely anymore.
Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 7:17 AM
i do wonder if i should feel overjoyed at successfully getting into the cca of my choice or horribly depressed at the type of company im gonna mix with soon. (it's leaning on the depressed side now)
well fortunately justis and jootz know each other. slight sense of security there.
truly feel that dance is best done in a group that starts out as strangers. after all, it's dance that brings people together.
after cj concert yesterday, i would say that maybe the best thing that ever happened wasn't the concert, but the fact that we all started out disliking the fact that the crew would be joining us. yet, at the end of the concert, i think i've made one of the best bunch of friends yet.
yeah brenda and the 2 jiayi-s, i miss you guys already.
to zinc and aileen, thanks for coming to watch! really appreciate that, hope you guys enjoyed yourselves.
something tells me it's going to be a real draining day tomorrow. Jesus, please teach me how to cope with extroverts.
lots of other stuff to fill in the holidays. hoping to get a job soon though.
feeling empty. will seek You more..
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 7:58 AM
it has been said that though one may suffer in the course of trying so hard to pursue their passion and dreams, it is better to do so than to not have dreams at all.
up till now, i have not come to a conclusion whether this statement is indeed true.
when it hurts so much to try for it, sometimes it makes me feel that maybe, not having this desire in the first place would probably make life slightly better.
but then, when i'm reminded about how one who doesn't have dreams live their life, im thankful all over again that I do have this desire to pursue it.
even if dreams don't come to pass, that skill picked up in order to succeed in the first place stays with you for life. and every time you chance upon that skill or use it, that failure will come back to haunt you.
and yet, living without a purpose, probably isn't leading life the right way at all.
you decide.
Monday, November 15, 2010 @ 6:03 AM
shall gripe/whine a little about the recruitment agencies.
seriously, will replying an email kill you?
why on earth do you have to bug me everyday with unknown number calls and waste my time 哈拉-ing with you on the phone before you can even guarantee me a job!
plus if i happened to miss your call, you don't ever bother to call back or even leave a voice message to tell me who on earth you are.
what great phone etiquette.
and i even heard the most appalling thing when someone cut me off with an abrupt kthxbai. hello, do you think its msn or that we're friends having a casual chat?
urgh. okay enough of that..
moving on,
d'mvmt auditions tomorrow,
looking forward to learning a nice new choreo (i hope).
come to think of it, nic's choreo is pretty good after watching crew2 doing the dry run on stage.
go cj crew (:
-끝
sigh i wish you knew how much i missed you (and still am)
it's been a year already but i haven't forgot you the least bit
it still feels like yesterday when we first spent time together.
you've showed me so much and i'm grateful
and it's like all of a sudden there's this realization that hits you so hard,
you finally see, so this is what my heart's been searching for.
probably, yes it does feel like a dream, and a great one at that too.
love the way it makes you feel all secure and at ease
full of excitement all day long even till the wee hours of the morning.
you have everything that makes you almost perfect
though i went with only one purpose in mind,
you've made me realise that there's so much more to you,
that in fact, i've been too myopic to even think that there's one only thing i can actually experience when i spend time with you.
dear city that never sleeps, till we are able to meet again,
i'll never stop thinking about you.
Sunday, November 14, 2010 @ 7:39 AM
whooo full dress was great fun (:
probably more cleaning up soon next week..
the concert is NEXT SATURDAY so please tell me if any of you are interested to come!
as i have said before, it's a KPOP THEMED concert,
going to be A BLAST,
please watch teaser on my FACEBOOK page,
SINGAPORE POLY,
tickets at $16!
7pm- 10 plus i think :/ haha not too sure about the timing.
and to all cj performers, you guys were awesomezxzx :D
cant wait to see y'all enjoying yourselves on stage on sat!
天才冲冲冲has to be one of the best variety shows around. hahaha. a source of humour on sunday nights.
Saturday, November 13, 2010 @ 7:49 AM
though it wasn't the best i could do, i'm still grateful You were there all the way (:
may be just passing strangers in life, I'm still thankful I met so many wonderful people today.
full dress at punggol CC tomorrow.
sigh 11plus- 4:30.
well I know it'll still be a fun day tomorrow.
post more tomorrow perhaps :/
Friday, November 12, 2010 @ 7:27 AM
yep out with mummy again today.
haha i think we've gone out together at least 3 times this week ^^
worship ministry auditions tomorrow (:
i know You'll be watching over me.
last call for tickets to a korean themed concert on 20th november at singapore poly!
any one interested?
2 pictures for today..
love you guys loads.
never leave the music scene yeah?
my constant inspiration when there doesn't seem to be a way out (:
one picture for yesterday.
another constant inspiration
and a source of humour
and to wrap it all up,
he's the best (:
post more tomorrow!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 6:38 AM
finally, (would i say finally? probably not the right word to use..) O level HCL is over.
yep, crazy writing as usual though the 公函 question was anything but creative.
im positive i wrote something similar to that at least twice and its getting so sickening to keep mentioning the same viewpoint over and over again.
the 作文s on the other hand were pretty interesting.
job interviewww tomorrow.
and yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZINC! (hope you see this)
I LOVE YOU :D (tag if you do)
gonna 约you out for lunch/dinner + koi/gong cha (haha gotta try that weird thing some day).
heh shall visit your workplace sometime soon ^^
full-dress rehearsals on sunday for concert :O
haven't rummaged my wardrobe with a luggage yet.
urgh oh well i'll think of something.
a "mission" i thought of all of a sudden.
shall post random pictures of whoever i think of each day.
happens to be him today.
let's see who it will be tomorrow..
p.s does anyone meddle with foursquare? or am i the only weird one.
Sunday, November 7, 2010 @ 7:37 AM
how have you guys been :D
there's a shitass annoying fly thats hoovering in random circles around my laptop. (careful i kill you, fly. )
anyway.. so dance prac was fun as usual, and it's.. about 14 days to the concert! (:
by the way, just a shoutout to anyone who's interested to come and watch a kpop themed concert on 20th november please tell me k!
there'll be kpop dances, songs and stuff. $16/ ticket at Singapore poly :D
o level higher chinese in.. 2 days? good riddance.
though to some others, the holidays have just started, i'm starting to have this odd feeling that it'll be over even before i've had enough.
looking forward to 3 upcoming auditions (:
Lord, I know victory is mine ^^
take care guys! have a blessed week~
Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 9:01 AM
really fascinates me how some people can be so underdeveloped in terms of their thoughts towards certain things.
hypocrisy? ha. ha. perhaps you haven't realised you're probably the only one who's that heartless, who thinks that it's no big deal.
what if you were the one who witnessed the whole incident, what if it was someone close to your heart?
everyone's impacted by the brutality of this incident, shocked at how humanity can be so cruel and there you come along, criticizing others for feeling for him when you're the one who should be criticized for sounding as though he deserved to be hacked!
sometimes i cant help wondering what the world is coming to -.^
Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @ 8:31 AM
seriously, what the world is coming to scares me lots
imagine our younger generation who is supposedly going to rule the country/ ensure it's progress in the future goes around hacking people just because someone looks at them.
what a society. humans would probably cease to exist.
perhaps the new lesson we should teach kids is: though looking at people is polite while engaging in conversation, but that's in the past already. learn the new rule which is to never bother looking too intently at people lest you find yourself getting chopped/hacked.
just thinking about the word hack is enough to make me puke. you use words like that in the abattoir where pigs get slaughtered for consumption, not on humans.
on the other hand, looking for a job now just like how everyone else is before the pesky O level people obtain freedom and start trying to snatch our "ricebowls". all right, no offence intended.
hehe dedicating this to poor sarah who has to re-download audition. im giving your computer moral support! im sure it can do better than this.. 23 hours? give it a good hard smack to awaken its senses a little (if it has any)
hopefully we'll be able to play a little tomorrow night and I can propose to you if you want heh -.^
a picture i kinda promised ^^
haha guilty indulgence as i mentioned, just looking at him.
finally after 363574573 years, some visual pleasure.
perhaps i should do this more often.
Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 8:27 AM
knew i never favoured the wrong guy,
baby, i'm proud of you for doing that (:
tempted to actually post some pics for the first time in a longgg time.
*contemplates* maybe tomorrow..
indulging in some pictures now.
haha looking at you is pure guilty pleasure :/
you're cute every way i look.