Friday, December 31, 2010 @ 7:20 AM
i have exactly 10 mins to do this post before GDA begins.
so a little reflection on 2010 + what is to come in 2011.
2010: one of the toughest years yet if i would say so myself. especially somewhere towards the final quarter of the year when it began to become quite impossible to cope on my own. said this once and i'll say it again, no guarantee it won't return but there is a guarantee that if it does, there's Him to chase it all away. through all that, i've found Jesus and in Him is love and grace and so much more. extremely thankful to be able to survive this trying period and in the process also find a special area of interest for my future career. Wonderful christmas, one of the most meaningful yet. won't ever forget this year, and all the love given by people who truly care. thank you y'all for making 2010 memorable :D year of restful increase, and i know i experienced it, in every area of my life.
2011: what kinda year will it be? i have a confident expectation of good. gonna find out this sun :) no resolutions this year, He'll guide my path. lots of exciting things await, and He'll show me the way. praying to be able to spend more time in the word, fill others with it and spread the love, and do so much more for people who don't know Him yet.
11:30, GDA starting soon and countdown in.. 30 mins :)
have a real blessseeed new year guys!
i think i just said this yesterday. but oh well, im longwinded and you know it!
Thursday, December 30, 2010 @ 5:56 AM
although it's kinda late to blog this only now but yes i got my first choice for subj combi :D
praise God :) though i'm not sure how's the class culture gonna be like, after seeing which classes all my sisters-in-christ are going, somehow I know we're in such places for a reason. as zinc says, let's spread some love :D
just watched a pretty inspirational show on telly, channel U's getting better. i'm glad for them. yesterday's shows were good too come to think of it. hope to be able to give back as much as I can to the community when possible.
shocked to hear of violent incidents happening again, especially during Christmas period. kinda weighs on my heart that despite many of us enjoying the festive cheer and celebrating the birth of our Saviour on those days, there were groups of people who were lonely, restless and not flowing with the rest. though there's almost nothing I can do now apart from prayer, I do hope these people get to know the Lord soon in some point of their lives.
indeed, though im not sure of my future career now, looking at the number of options, im glad He's my guiding light. He has greater plans for me (:
newwww year's just around the corner, or maybe even closer than a corner's turn. GDA tomorrow, good job channel U! it would be great if you could show the gayo daejuns next time too, i would be thankful. heard there were exotic hairstyles this year. didn't bother to stream though. got kinda tired of all the buffering and waiting time last year+ poor quality. i'll settle for RMEs that i have yet to watch ^^ they bring laughter all the same.
anyway, happy new year guys! have a blessed one.
can't waittttt for service this sun :DDDD
2010= year of restful increase ( and it definitely came to pass )
2011= ? (to be revealed on sun service ^^)
Sunday, December 26, 2010 @ 6:41 AM
today truly felt like the beginning of Christmas.
after all, He's the reason for the season and what's Christmas without feeding on the word of the Lord?
Christmas service was awesome, interesting revelations and definitely, Christmas is so much more than gifts, presents, lightings and trees.
it's remembering Him, who was born to die for all of us, rejected, so that we may be accepted.
no more resolutions, cos im not gonna base it on my willpower. my life is yours to take Lord, make what you want out of it, I'll follow your plans (:
Saturday, December 25, 2010 @ 8:06 AM
happy birthday my dearest saviour.
you know you mean the world to me.
thank you for all the love and protection you've given and will continue to give.
my christmas prayer? that more and more people will come to know and accept you as Lord and saviour, and that you will give me the honour to spread the good news of the gospel.
more than anyone else, you know i hope that he accepts you really soon. Make him the chosen one Lord, cos i believe we'll be going to church in a group of three next year.
merry christmas people! 15mins late but i hope you enjoyed yourselves (:
CHRISTMAS SERVICE TOMORROW! can't wait for praise and worshipppppp :D know it's gnna be awesome!
Thursday, December 23, 2010 @ 7:55 AM
nearing the festive season and can't help recalling the period of time that was so difficult to endure.
yup, out of that for now, and though i have no idea how long i can stay out, with everything new starting all over again, i'll stay the way i am now for as long as i can.
give me the courage to start this cycle all over again, cos im not sure if i'll have the will to last till the end.
and that's probably the most important new year resolution.
it's probably going to even tougher, but hey, Abba daddy will pull me through even when im not willing, i trust in that.
after all it was He who pulled me out the first two times, and I know he won't ever fail me.
it's the different things in life that shape the path for your future and I'm glad I've experienced this, so that i'll be better equipped to help others.
토니오빠, i know how you felt.
probably the reason why I like him so much now. i'm glad he's out now and happy again.
kinda hurts to know that others go through the same gruelling experience and don't manage to overcome it.
as determined as i am to change that, still, one's feelings matter more to me than the cure.
Merry christmas people and God bless!
eveeeee tomorrow ^^ get to see grandma again :D
Saturday, December 18, 2010 @ 6:52 AM
gotta say tony an's my fav. now out of all the old idol groups (: glad he's not that popular anymore.
IU's a charm as well. thank God she's underrated at the moment. may not be such a bad thing.
talking about the upcoming SH orientation simply makes one seeth with rage..
i expected something more mature, after all it's SH now,
and yet i believe it's going to be full of idiotic games where you get each other soiled, screaming and whatnot.
you know what big brained SCs? if that's your idea of fun, guess what? some people just don't feel the same.
so don't force others to play your dumb games. if you're so interested, why don't you just roll in the mud like pigs for a night and have some "fun" and "laughter" by yourselves.
fancy the school making such nonsense compulsory as well.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010 @ 7:51 AM
quick quick update~
keeping a sleepy 오빠 awake. study period now. poor thing.
d'mvmt tomorrow again. no doubt the choreo is gonna be great just like how the first 2 were.
as much as my heart is unwilling to make this a more positive experience, Lord, you're my Shepard so guide my heart and make tomorrow a good experience. i know You have arrangements in place (:
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it's going to be christmas real soon! can't wait for christmas service and everything i've set out to do. can't wait to see them realize one by one before my eyes cos i trust it will happen ^^
tata!
Saturday, December 11, 2010 @ 7:23 AM
sometimes, that awkwardness around people just comes creeping back unknowingly.
and perhaps today was one of those times.
for one of those few (i wouldn't say rare) moments, i could hardly find any element of humour for anything i tried to say. and so as usual i gave up trying.
speech isn't something that comes easily to me (absolutely contrary to some people i know) so forgive the fact that sometimes i really don't have anything to say. it happens even more often to people i'm close to, cos i know you know me well enough to not feel awkward about the fact that we aren't talking as much, so i'm not afraid to let you see more of the real me.
come to think of it, the most tiring thing is trying to keep up with people who just cant seem to survive without a conversation. to sound funny and at the same time babble incessantly requires hell lot of skill. absolutely beyond me if it lasts more than 10 minutes. words that i speak without much thought just to entertain such people often turn out as pure rubbish and i'm rather disgusted at what i churn out as well.
yeah i admit, i think its back again. the worse thing about it, is that though you know you're supposed to reject it, you don't seem to want to. so it just keeps coming back at you harder and harder. i'll be stronger this time i hope.
decided to copy and paste to tumblr as well. random inspiration for a tumblr? well, wonder how long i'll upkeep it.