Thursday, December 23, 2010 @ 7:55 AM
nearing the festive season and can't help recalling the period of time that was so difficult to endure.
yup, out of that for now, and though i have no idea how long i can stay out, with everything new starting all over again, i'll stay the way i am now for as long as i can.
give me the courage to start this cycle all over again, cos im not sure if i'll have the will to last till the end.
and that's probably the most important new year resolution.
it's probably going to even tougher, but hey, Abba daddy will pull me through even when im not willing, i trust in that.
after all it was He who pulled me out the first two times, and I know he won't ever fail me.
it's the different things in life that shape the path for your future and I'm glad I've experienced this, so that i'll be better equipped to help others.
토니오빠, i know how you felt.
probably the reason why I like him so much now. i'm glad he's out now and happy again.
kinda hurts to know that others go through the same gruelling experience and don't manage to overcome it.
as determined as i am to change that, still, one's feelings matter more to me than the cure.
Merry christmas people and God bless!
eveeeee tomorrow ^^ get to see grandma again :D