Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 7:11 AM
yup im back. after a week? nearly.
thought of watching vids but tempted to do something more productive.
while typing the url his blog came up coincidentally.
that blog just causes pangs of.. i don't know. envy? yet admiration?
although he has nearly everything that i hope for, he's also the living proof that it's possible.
it's less of "if he can do it, so can i", but rather "look where he is now. i'll never lose sight of this goal ever, because someone like him exists."
it seems as though he's there to remind me, just when i'm contemplating of shelving this whole idea at the back of my mind until what, a few years later? when it's all too late?
and that leads to the topic of choices.
what a dilemma it puts you in.
so indeed, what i've read in a comprehension nearly 4 years ago has proven itself true now.
school has never prepared us for the crossroads in life.
want to grab on to everything? sure. then you'll get your hand stuck in the candy jar.
let something go? but this isn't just candies we're talking about. it's a future.
different choices may not ultimately lead to something bad but what if one day i looked back and realised that if i had taken a small risk, it could have put me at a place that i've always wanted?
right, so 5 items for napfa ytd.
싫어.
cant wait to resume normal activites.
march holidays, yes approaching.
do we have any of it left? no.
not surprising.
so i guess the only time that i can actually literally sit around and do nothing, just thinking about things i like, reading books i yearn to so badly now, spamming vids of <3, is.. after the end of eoys. talking about this, theres finally something to rejoice about this year. since there wont be any holiday homework until year 5. or so i hope.
nj? yes/no
i don't know.
不管你之前列出了多少“理想男友”的该有的特征，一旦遇到他时，不论符不符合标准，感觉对时，这一切都早已抛到脑后了。
还以为真的真的已经都该放下，忘光了。
都过那么久了，到底还在期盼什么呢。
是在你找到幸福时能够亲自确认呢，还是至今仍以为你会回心转意的念头。
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 7:11 AM
yup im back. after a week? nearly.
thought of watching vids but tempted to do something more productive.
while typing the url his blog came up coincidentally.
that blog just causes pangs of.. i don't know. envy? yet admiration?
although he has nearly everything that i hope for, he's also the living proof that it's possible.
it's less of "if he can do it, so can i", but rather "look where he is now. i'll never lose sight of this goal ever, because someone like him exists."
it seems as though he's there to remind me, just when i'm contemplating of shelving this whole idea at the back of my mind until what, a few years later? when it's all too late?
and that leads to the topic of choices.
what a dilemma it puts you in.
so indeed, what i've read in a comprehension nearly 4 years ago has proven itself true now.
school has never prepared us for the crossroads in life.
want to grab on to everything? sure. then you'll get your hand stuck in the candy jar.
let something go? but this isn't just candies we're talking about. it's a future.
different choices may not ultimately lead to something bad but what if one day i looked back and realised that if i had taken a small risk, it could have put me at a place that i've always wanted?
right, so 5 items for napfa ytd.
싫어.
cant wait to resume normal activites.
march holidays, yes approaching.
do we have any of it left? no.
not surprising.
so i guess the only time that i can actually literally sit around and do nothing, just thinking about things i like, reading books i yearn to so badly now, spamming vids of <3, is.. after the end of eoys. talking about this, theres finally something to rejoice about this year. since there wont be any holiday homework until year 5. or so i hope.
nj? yes/no
i don't know.
不管你之前列出了多少“理想男友”的该有的特征，一旦遇到他时，不论符不符合标准，感觉对时，这一切都早已抛到脑后了。
还以为真的真的已经都该放下，忘光了。
都过那么久了，到底还在期盼什么呢。
是在你找到幸福时能够亲自确认呢，还是至今仍以为你会回心转意的念头。
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NAME :)
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME
HELLO ^^ It's Treeesh here~.
& yes i loveee DHS
keeping quiet most of the time is my hobby so NO I am NOT in an emotional mood.
get that fact straight.
now,what else would you like to know? (:
What more can I say?
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