Tuesday, August 3, 2010 @ 7:31 AM
working with a group of sell-fish, irresponsible groupmates, getting happy about bio marks and then depressed shortly after, and feeling so tired that i couldn't even write properly for 2 whole periods of geog briefly summarizes how these few days have been. not to mention so many other things that are still going on.
just to emphasize my point, the sell-fish groupmates thing totally tops it.
yes jesus, i am trying to love thy enemy like thy neighbour, but unfortunately this group of people are indeed testing my limits. fortunately though, i know your patience has no limits so i'm sure you'll be able to contain all my grievances. i'm sorry you have to hear me gripe/whine/cry every night and thank you for being so understanding.
it seems like the world is convincing me to just go with the flow, study well, graduate, and just get a stable job. though interest matters, but it never does as much as getting a stable job. and somehow today, i felt that bit of my heart just relenting and giving up the fight. please don't allow that to happen jesus. you know how much that means to me and i am trusting you for that miracle. so before that happens, guard my heart and don't allow anyone but you to control its ways.
right, but of course there are some things that did make my day, one being 동욱오빠 and his 뮤직뱅크'06 performance.
totally feel your heart skip a beat when he reveals his eyes.
she's really lucky to have him ^^
update soon.
oh piano exam tomorrow. whee.