Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 5:29 AM
im (or at least my head is) regretting. can I take back my nodding of head? i dont wish to compete in the competition anymore. i never did anyway. it was because you were a teacher so i had no choice but to agree. you know, i could try really hard, train really seriously and maybe, just maybe we could win the competition. but I never felt that sports should be that way. I train in fencing because i love that sport. i took it up willingly because i really liked it. i train to compete and compete not to win, but for the experience. i've been questioning myself why did i agree to go for the cca competition. sure, we stand a chance to win, but why am i playing for a sport that i dont even like? why am i competing for a sport that i dont have any passion towards? i know im not the only one that was forced into the last few choices of cca but i cant help complaining. oh well. dont bother to read this post people. and sorry if you already wasted time reading it >< oh and i need help to open the warcraftIII files! talking bread, help me(: