cross-stitch can kill. seriously. the holes are simply tiny. increases your myopia by a lot. and LA homework kills as well. dont think it dosent. and the back of my cross-stitch cloth shows ALL the thread in one clump. great isnt it. i think most people got the same effect. lots of MRT action these few days uh, sally and shihui? :DDDD haha. i hardly got past a page of writing about "the soldier". terrible isnt it. and while i am desperately wondering how to extend my personal response, theres this PERSON there thats saying "oh i wrote ONLY 2 pages, i think maybe too little leh". shihui! if you dare write anymore im dead. haha angklungs are great fun. is that how you spell it. i think so. theres like schools that offer angklung ensemble. must sound real good. just realised that the science proposal is due tomorrow. anyway we finished it long ago. janet made me soo jealous. she was telling me that fps watched "the island" a show on CLONING. so evil. i simply LOVE shows on the future and she had to tell me that -.- i guess i'll have to rent it myself. oh yeah the poem "mental cases" was hmm. eerie. this is the first time a poem had actually had any effect on me. interesting aye.

i know it's just a show,
but every time i watch that show,
i cant help but to wish so badly
that i could have someone as good as him.
providing comfort, lending me his shoulder.
i need that him.
when will he appear?
is he you?
he is irreplaceable.
are you?




hah. BP teacher didnt come. aww poor BP rep. mingwei. must be missing her aye -.^ computer was okay. the maze and stuff. i thought she was going to do actionScript today. probably not enough time. LA was rather yawn-ish. and HCL was well, okay. at least i managed to rush out my si han about 10 mins before lunch break. then we had an hour to eat and then bizlab started. uh. ultra monotone voice right, shihui and sally. haha. we were dozing off and i was supposed to be listening since i was the president. the vice-president didnt help listen lorh. tsktsk mingwei! not assisting the president. so evil. she and junyi were, eating koko krunch? haha. uber cute junyi. then yeah. we pretty much asked the teacher how to do all the worksheets since we werent listening. he was probably fed-up. lol.

i thought you didnt matter to me anymore.
i was wrong wasnt i.
when i went past you,
i thought my brain and hear would be oblivious.
i was so wrong.
i guess i will learn to forget you.







we're all hoping for the best jie.
you must get well.


ahah. i acutally considered not posting today but I must announce that... *suspense* i just adopted a favourite word/phrase: "lame lah you" YAY :D i said that like 5 times or more to shihui. HAHA. and during geog i had a great activity that kept me awake. and that is kicking mingwei's table. ahahah. her words became prolonged. her 'P" got all coloured in the middle cos i kept kicking her table. then her turn. i was writing "h" then she kicked my table and thus my "h" had an EXTRA long tail. hilarious. we were laughing like crazy :DDDDD i got this addiction to dustbin flies. as in the DRAWING okay. looks cute luh. mingwei teach me de. so i started drawing everywhere. including her LA notebook and handbook. the part where you write your actions for the week. bwahaha :X we had this SPRING *boing* test today. mrs. tan likes calling it spring test. i thought it was pop-quiz. anyway. mingwei started drawing this king-koil spring on her math book. so it became king-koil spring test -.- hahhh. okayy i was surprised when jamuel thought the penguin was cute ><>_< ouch. all beacuse of coach lahhhh. poor poor siang ping.

why do i get the feeling i spelt her name wrongly? aha.


O.O i think im going to open my eyes big like this for about a minute. i just received news that after the friendly match next sat then in march hols will be the march tournaments=my holidays being ruined. then okay let's just take it that thats fine. i thought after that no more competitions. how wrong i was. tsktsk. i must scold myself for being so naive to think so. im sotong aye mingwei. anyway, after the march HOLIDAY competition, there'll be zonal competitions. TERRIBLE. lets allow some singlish now. like that bad enough liao right? then after that NATIONALS. please lah. this year banding of subjects leh. last year my GPA was bad enough already. this kind of competition, waste time. if i dont improve this year im so dead can. CCA teacher, Mr.Chew! give me the cca appeal form on monday please! im not going to let this thing cause my gpa to get worse okay.. no way. my mum strongly approves :D

she must get better
she's suffered enough already
dont be so cruel to her.
shes my jie too okay
even though we werent close
she treats me so well
you must make her better.
promise me.


well, just finished the science fair project. or rather just started on. *grins* and we thought of pretty lame ideas. except for a few that were pretty good. softball training was, well, pretty torturous as the sun was blazing hot for some reason or another. thats why we must be environmentally-friendly! dont destroy the ozone layer. otherwise poor sports players like our softball team will melt under the hot sun. *nods wisely* and theres this friendly with CGS next sat >.< of ALL the days. my dearest fencing. im so going to miss it :(((( sotong mingwei couldn't find the whole softball team that was practising in the middle of the field with BIG BIG fences. kok eye right. so she ended up going back on her own. *points at the calendar in shock* i just realised that CNY is approaching so soon. i know im lagg. oh well. shall get going now. be back to post more tomorrow. TAG people. ty(:


im (or at least my head is) regretting. can I take back my nodding of head? i dont wish to compete in the competition anymore. i never did anyway. it was because you were a teacher so i had no choice but to agree. you know, i could try really hard, train really seriously and maybe, just maybe we could win the competition. but I never felt that sports should be that way. I train in fencing because i love that sport. i took it up willingly because i really liked it. i train to compete and compete not to win, but for the experience. i've been questioning myself why did i agree to go for the cca competition. sure, we stand a chance to win, but why am i playing for a sport that i dont even like? why am i competing for a sport that i dont have any passion towards? i know im not the only one that was forced into the last few choices of cca but i cant help complaining. oh well. dont bother to read this post people. and sorry if you already wasted time reading it >< oh and i need help to open the warcraftIII files! talking bread, help me(:


uh oh today's bizlab was fun. or rather compared to last week it was "funner". dont bother about the singlish. and uhh. oh. coach roger added me on friendster? i was like o.O i didnt know coaches could be I.T savvy. or at least my fencing ones arent though they're great coaches all the same <3>:( whyyyyyy. silly .dll files. they never work ever. roar. and when i try using explorer it simply closes itself, opens a new window asking you to save and when you do click save it opens explorer again, closes itself.. and you know. it keeps going on. annoying, extremely. i think only exe. files can work. if ANYONE at all that reads this post knows what prog. to use to open silly .dll files PLEASEEEE drop a tagg. thank you very much :DDD

uh, yup im going to continue trying till 11pm. currently it's 10:49pm.
g'night people(:


math teacher didnt come today ): we were rushing the math assignment like crazy, copying each other's work right after the 5 question pop quiz that was worth 5 marks -.- yeah then i was nearly finishing 7 mins after the school bell had rung. nearly. but i still didnt get the question that i copied from les mingwei. we were laughing like crazy and i was disturbing her. she kept shooing me away. and her dumb correction tape ran out again. rawr. im not going to lend you tomorrow les. make sure you bring your own. and you owe me 3 days of correction tape in total okay. my memory isnt that bad. i got soo random answers for 2(a) and 2(b). >:( bleah. bet it's wrong. can't help it. so yeah. theres softball at like 4-6 tomorrow? after bizlab? cant make it anyway. so im not going. got stuff at 5 plus. bizlab was total bore last week. hopefully this week wont be long lectures again. i doubt anyone was acutally listening. uhh. p.e's tomorrow. so yeah. touch rugby? D: passing the ball backwards. oddest thing i ever heard. i want the appeal form tomorrow morning. les, make sure you accompany me :D luckily you didnt pee in class mingwei. haha. i could have tickled you more. maybe you'd laugh till you peed :DD

is it just me
or am i seeing you so often nowadays.
the only thing i can do when i see you,
is to look away.
yet when you go,
i'll be looking around for you again.
i just dont have the courage
nor the chance to tell you yet.
i promise
i'll try my very best.
just give me a chance
and i wont let you down.
soon alright
you'll get to hear those words.
promise me,
just like i promised you,
that you'll accept it,
please.


hey. at least we were released from softball at a REASONABLE timing. still late though. cos of coach's longlonglonglong debrief in which he is very fond of repeating himself over&over&over again. plus theres the equipment to keep. so yeah. by the time we ended it was 5:45? around there. at least much earlier than last week. last week was terrible. 6:30, friday even dragged till 6:45 >:( crazyyyy. oh yeah. the cute year ones joined us today. they learned throwing and yellow softballs could be seen rolling all over the floor. oh well. it takes time to learn. still i feel like appealing :D i dont think theres anything that can make me change my mind :P i need a year 5 senior online nowww. seems like theres none >:( cant help it then. oh yes, THANK YOU ANGEL DEARIE :D loves! thanks for alll the presents :D <3


haha. im back. and still slacking. yay. lets make a list of 2Js teachers :D

chinese> li lao shi :D
LA> mrs asha vora :)
ACC> zhang hua lao shi :)
Science> miss christine tan :)
Geog> mrs chin :/ mingwei, your favourite! hahaha.
Math> Mrs Janet Tan :DD yay i love her teaching and everything she does to teach us math :D
History> Miss marilyn ling :)
PE> mr. siva :/
Malay> teacher noorizan

yup thats the list. and of all i like math teacher the most! :D and of course not forgetting li lao shi lah :P okay. im going now. byee


hmm. just finished some homework. softball nearly killed me :/ everywhere is hurting >:( help! gorgor i miss you :D be glad if you see this. just emailed you heh. uh. currently slacking. for a while only that is. im wondering whether to post the LA blog post. seems like everyone also post as a draft to yourself. and im looking at dhs ccas. i just realised their sports cca options are soo little. and they still dare to reject our proposal for a new sports cca >:( right gorgor? hmph. aww. im in love with photography just like how mingwei is in love with the geog teacher :D i want IT club! heh. i know it's rather full though :(((((( oh well. got a capo for shihui. haha. or rather my dad did. i've got numerous capos :D thats random. i miss you :(

toodles~


im so appealing out of softball. mondays start at ? 4PM. you didnt see wrongly. its 4PM. F-O-U-R. and its on wednesdays too at 4pm F-O-U-R and on fridays on which school ends at 12:15, it starts at 4PM F-O-U-R. AND all the trainings end at 6 plus. crazy isnt it. what a timing. what am i supposed to do while waiting. dont tell me homework. with all the noisy chitter-chatter, school is a big NO for doing homework. I never ever do homework in school. dont tell me play volleyball or something like that cos i might as well just sit there and stare at the sky. there are a few appeal choices i have in mind. provided mr.chew can find vacant places for me. oh well. we'll just have to see. but im definitely not going back to softball.

im crying so hard now
im so lost.
i miss you much
and theres no one that understands me.
only you do
but you're not here
where are you?
i miss you.
you dont know that do you.
i wish to tell you
really.
but will you listen
and more importantly
will you accept it?


so here i am posting again. yeah. there was fencing this morning. then ate lunch at the food centre downstairs and there was this real uncivilised? :/ man that knew i was waiting for the people on the seat to finish and he just took me as transparent and placed his ahem on the seat without even asking. how rude. kiasu and rude side of singaporeans always prevail. shant waste my breath on such a person. oh, he was wearing black framed specs and black shirt with a levi print and had 2 kids wearing army pants and a maid. and then. yeah. im summarising the news article for chinese. 5 mins to report?! o.O lol. CCA trials were funnn. hui xian didn't get in ): no fair. i want her in softball. she almost got in lahhh. coach didnt let her pass his round. hmm. the old coach quit haha. wonder if thats worse or better._. gorgor how dare you go offline so early. see lah. never cheer didi up. didi is uber sad you know.


okay. so the cca selection trials on tuesday went rather smoothly except that we were rather short of people and the classes kept arriving before schedule which meant chaos. but it was fun being the record girl. i want to be the record girl again tomorrow (: tomorrow is the other half of the classes. till 6:20 D: so long. last years wasnt that long luh. plus this year is darn troublesome. so many people missing from each class. some appeal some DSA. and then they simply forget to tell me. so then theres this silly jumble where the name lists and results dont tally. esp. with my class 1F, where the name list was all wrong. silly isnt it. and after the sit-ups they refuse to get into a line according to their register no. irritating lah. then poor natasha was like screaming her head off. then amanda, pearl, jiayim and lixin were all IC of judging the year one's batting. coach was timing the sprinting part. so tomorrow is the same cycle again. probably there'll be more helpers. hopefully. ooh. and kudos to pearl, amanda, jiayim and lixin for telling me the results of the batting. yay. lets co-operate again tomorrow. dont ponn 3rd lang jiayim -.^ okay. so friday theres 2nd trial+training. and im SO NOT going. i dont wish to have another PACER test. i had enough of today's one. the radio also lagged suddenly in between.lol 5-3 lah. its terrible i think according to mr. siva. i think the best i did was 6-5? i forgot. or was it 6-7. never mind. so yeah. plus sch on fri ends at 12:15. then i got to wait till 3. tell me what am i supposed to do during the lagg time. absolutely BORING. i better rmb to refill water tomorrow before the trials starts. hopefully there isnt the need for us to scream our heads off to get them into register order tomorrow. and that the name lists will be updated. about to learn cheng yu. i completely forgot about it but oh well. oh and i wanna join bizlab! people who read this, tell me what you wanna join kay. TAGG! thanks(:

toodles~


haha. if you couldnt read the previous few posts, don't. today was boring. science teacher was absent for an hour period. and we did nothing but talk. and yuhua was spraying the smelly air freshener. air-conditioned classroom is <3. lol. but it's cold at times. oh well. many UG and music group people were at the CCA exhibition. the class was missing people so we couldnt exactly start lessons yet. tomorrow theres CCA selection trials so theres a need to stayback. it's bleah, unless i can see my juniors(: and mr siva didnt say if we needed to wear our softball tee. i hope not.

and if i didnt go out of the classroom
i may have just cried in front of you.
im sorry and i know i may seem dumb to react like that
but i cant help it.


gosh, you're so sweet!
thanks so much (:
you make my day.
thats actually why i liked you in the first place isn't it.



i know i sound like a total idiot
not knowing what to say.
i've thought about avoiding you tomorrow
yet i wish to see you.
tell me what to do
cos i know that i wont know what to do or say
once i see you.
i feel like spilling everything out to you now
and avoiding you after that.
but escaping isnt the solution is it,
besides, i miss you.
is hello the only thing im capable of saying now?
i guess.
i thought growing up meant that you cried less.
im wrong.
you cry even more.
im crying now.
and so. it changes nothing does it.
though i wish it could make you change your mind.


lets see. theres nothing much to say. im just blogging cos someone is busy with homework and i cant disturb that person yet. so yeah. theres CCA selection trials for softball on tuesday, thursday and friday. YAY. maybe it'll be fun =D get to see the juniors. will anyone from FOTINI be going to sign up for softball. nah. i dont think so. haha. i didnt even know what was it at first. anyway. im stoning again.

and it was you who taught me
to be so positive about everything
you taught me how to smile
how to act naturally.
you taught me the word YAY
and you were concerned
I know I probably asked you weird questions
but you were willing to reply me
you're different from the others
and im glad
im sorry for those questions
and the only explanation i can provide
is because I care about you.
I know it's probably just wishful thinking on my part
but I really wish that we could be together.
should I let the tears fall
cos it's so difficult to say a yay now.
I just need to say 3 important words to you,
so please
teach me how to tell you
that i like you.





so yeah, its the start of school, the third day already to be exact. gosh. the year2s orientation seems so fun, dhs explore. according to shihui they ran around vivo and suntec. Soooooo fun luh. okay. never mind. im orientation-ing with the year1s so yeah i missed out on my own orien. but i guess it's worth it. afterall the year1s are cute. lol especially this guy thats so cute called wei lu. hahaha. heard that theres los of khs-ians in this cohort. yay(: theres 2 i think in fotini. so yeah this year compared to my year, the year1s were more enthu and high. my year was like all so sotong and lost. or maybe im just referring to myself. anyway. yeah the SCs planned really well. theres been some differences compared to my year. this year the games were more fun and stuff. but the timings are still the same. today's the last day or orien. so as usual it's a night one. concert, year song, dinner and cheers. Today is supposedly the most important day. All SFs are supposed to get their class all rah-rah so at the end of the day they dont want to go home. i couldnt wait to go home last year. okay so yeah we havent had much time to teach them many cheers. so they know like a pathetic few. not my fault. uhh going to school at 3pm later so that they can do up their class mascot. theres this girl sitting at the front that insists on being a bird. i dont know whats her name okay =/ i dont know many of their names. heh >.< andddd i heard 2J has an air-conditioned classroom. i HEARD that is. i cant even go back to my own class this few days. the SCs will be like patrolling about and if theres no one in the year1 class they will scold us. scary. so yeah i dont dare to go out. plus my classroom on level 3. so high up. fotini is on level 1. the same girl thats insists on being a bird also wants to keep touching up on her class flag and create more designs on it. after the orientation my class used the flag for wiping the whiteboard or something cos the duster was missing i think. other classes used the bamboo to press the projector button. so poor her was like working so hard on the flag though we told her no need to. she simply loves the flag and kept waving it about during olympics 2 ytd. lol. one of the SF loves to command the whole class like shes the only SF existing and act cute in front of everyone while another SF loves sucking up to her. go figure. anyway, the year1s are cuteee. and OH it's a must to visit KALLANG LEISUREPARK'S FILMGARDE. it's great luh. GO WATCH NATIONAL TREASURE: BOOK OF SECRETS people! its soo good. yup. and do go to KALLANG ICE WORLD which is inside kallang leisurepark and KALLANG BOWL. yup. thats about it. haha. enjoy school juniors (:

cross-stitch can kill. seriously. the holes are simply tiny. increases your myopia by a lot. and LA homework kills as well. dont think it dosent. and the back of my cross-stitch cloth shows ALL the thread in one clump. great isnt it. i think most people got the same effect. lots of MRT action these few days uh, sally and shihui? :DDDD haha. i hardly got past a page of writing about "the soldier". terrible isnt it. and while i am desperately wondering how to extend my personal response, theres this PERSON there thats saying "oh i wrote ONLY 2 pages, i think maybe too little leh". shihui! if you dare write anymore im dead. haha angklungs are great fun. is that how you spell it. i think so. theres like schools that offer angklung ensemble. must sound real good. just realised that the science proposal is due tomorrow. anyway we finished it long ago. janet made me soo jealous. she was telling me that fps watched "the island" a show on CLONING. so evil. i simply LOVE shows on the future and she had to tell me that -.- i guess i'll have to rent it myself. oh yeah the poem "mental cases" was hmm. eerie. this is the first time a poem had actually had any effect on me. interesting aye.

i know it's just a show,
but every time i watch that show,
i cant help but to wish so badly
that i could have someone as good as him.
providing comfort, lending me his shoulder.
i need that him.
when will he appear?
is he you?
he is irreplaceable.
are you?




hah. BP teacher didnt come. aww poor BP rep. mingwei. must be missing her aye -.^ computer was okay. the maze and stuff. i thought she was going to do actionScript today. probably not enough time. LA was rather yawn-ish. and HCL was well, okay. at least i managed to rush out my si han about 10 mins before lunch break. then we had an hour to eat and then bizlab started. uh. ultra monotone voice right, shihui and sally. haha. we were dozing off and i was supposed to be listening since i was the president. the vice-president didnt help listen lorh. tsktsk mingwei! not assisting the president. so evil. she and junyi were, eating koko krunch? haha. uber cute junyi. then yeah. we pretty much asked the teacher how to do all the worksheets since we werent listening. he was probably fed-up. lol.

i thought you didnt matter to me anymore.
i was wrong wasnt i.
when i went past you,
i thought my brain and hear would be oblivious.
i was so wrong.
i guess i will learn to forget you.







we're all hoping for the best jie.
you must get well.


ahah. i acutally considered not posting today but I must announce that... *suspense* i just adopted a favourite word/phrase: "lame lah you" YAY :D i said that like 5 times or more to shihui. HAHA. and during geog i had a great activity that kept me awake. and that is kicking mingwei's table. ahahah. her words became prolonged. her 'P" got all coloured in the middle cos i kept kicking her table. then her turn. i was writing "h" then she kicked my table and thus my "h" had an EXTRA long tail. hilarious. we were laughing like crazy :DDDDD i got this addiction to dustbin flies. as in the DRAWING okay. looks cute luh. mingwei teach me de. so i started drawing everywhere. including her LA notebook and handbook. the part where you write your actions for the week. bwahaha :X we had this SPRING *boing* test today. mrs. tan likes calling it spring test. i thought it was pop-quiz. anyway. mingwei started drawing this king-koil spring on her math book. so it became king-koil spring test -.- hahhh. okayy i was surprised when jamuel thought the penguin was cute ><>_< ouch. all beacuse of coach lahhhh. poor poor siang ping.

why do i get the feeling i spelt her name wrongly? aha.


O.O i think im going to open my eyes big like this for about a minute. i just received news that after the friendly match next sat then in march hols will be the march tournaments=my holidays being ruined. then okay let's just take it that thats fine. i thought after that no more competitions. how wrong i was. tsktsk. i must scold myself for being so naive to think so. im sotong aye mingwei. anyway, after the march HOLIDAY competition, there'll be zonal competitions. TERRIBLE. lets allow some singlish now. like that bad enough liao right? then after that NATIONALS. please lah. this year banding of subjects leh. last year my GPA was bad enough already. this kind of competition, waste time. if i dont improve this year im so dead can. CCA teacher, Mr.Chew! give me the cca appeal form on monday please! im not going to let this thing cause my gpa to get worse okay.. no way. my mum strongly approves :D

she must get better
she's suffered enough already
dont be so cruel to her.
shes my jie too okay
even though we werent close
she treats me so well
you must make her better.
promise me.


well, just finished the science fair project. or rather just started on. *grins* and we thought of pretty lame ideas. except for a few that were pretty good. softball training was, well, pretty torturous as the sun was blazing hot for some reason or another. thats why we must be environmentally-friendly! dont destroy the ozone layer. otherwise poor sports players like our softball team will melt under the hot sun. *nods wisely* and theres this friendly with CGS next sat >.< of ALL the days. my dearest fencing. im so going to miss it :(((( sotong mingwei couldn't find the whole softball team that was practising in the middle of the field with BIG BIG fences. kok eye right. so she ended up going back on her own. *points at the calendar in shock* i just realised that CNY is approaching so soon. i know im lagg. oh well. shall get going now. be back to post more tomorrow. TAG people. ty(:


im (or at least my head is) regretting. can I take back my nodding of head? i dont wish to compete in the competition anymore. i never did anyway. it was because you were a teacher so i had no choice but to agree. you know, i could try really hard, train really seriously and maybe, just maybe we could win the competition. but I never felt that sports should be that way. I train in fencing because i love that sport. i took it up willingly because i really liked it. i train to compete and compete not to win, but for the experience. i've been questioning myself why did i agree to go for the cca competition. sure, we stand a chance to win, but why am i playing for a sport that i dont even like? why am i competing for a sport that i dont have any passion towards? i know im not the only one that was forced into the last few choices of cca but i cant help complaining. oh well. dont bother to read this post people. and sorry if you already wasted time reading it >< oh and i need help to open the warcraftIII files! talking bread, help me(:


uh oh today's bizlab was fun. or rather compared to last week it was "funner". dont bother about the singlish. and uhh. oh. coach roger added me on friendster? i was like o.O i didnt know coaches could be I.T savvy. or at least my fencing ones arent though they're great coaches all the same <3>:( whyyyyyy. silly .dll files. they never work ever. roar. and when i try using explorer it simply closes itself, opens a new window asking you to save and when you do click save it opens explorer again, closes itself.. and you know. it keeps going on. annoying, extremely. i think only exe. files can work. if ANYONE at all that reads this post knows what prog. to use to open silly .dll files PLEASEEEE drop a tagg. thank you very much :DDD

uh, yup im going to continue trying till 11pm. currently it's 10:49pm.
g'night people(:


math teacher didnt come today ): we were rushing the math assignment like crazy, copying each other's work right after the 5 question pop quiz that was worth 5 marks -.- yeah then i was nearly finishing 7 mins after the school bell had rung. nearly. but i still didnt get the question that i copied from les mingwei. we were laughing like crazy and i was disturbing her. she kept shooing me away. and her dumb correction tape ran out again. rawr. im not going to lend you tomorrow les. make sure you bring your own. and you owe me 3 days of correction tape in total okay. my memory isnt that bad. i got soo random answers for 2(a) and 2(b). >:( bleah. bet it's wrong. can't help it. so yeah. theres softball at like 4-6 tomorrow? after bizlab? cant make it anyway. so im not going. got stuff at 5 plus. bizlab was total bore last week. hopefully this week wont be long lectures again. i doubt anyone was acutally listening. uhh. p.e's tomorrow. so yeah. touch rugby? D: passing the ball backwards. oddest thing i ever heard. i want the appeal form tomorrow morning. les, make sure you accompany me :D luckily you didnt pee in class mingwei. haha. i could have tickled you more. maybe you'd laugh till you peed :DD

is it just me
or am i seeing you so often nowadays.
the only thing i can do when i see you,
is to look away.
yet when you go,
i'll be looking around for you again.
i just dont have the courage
nor the chance to tell you yet.
i promise
i'll try my very best.
just give me a chance
and i wont let you down.
soon alright
you'll get to hear those words.
promise me,
just like i promised you,
that you'll accept it,
please.


hey. at least we were released from softball at a REASONABLE timing. still late though. cos of coach's longlonglonglong debrief in which he is very fond of repeating himself over&over&over again. plus theres the equipment to keep. so yeah. by the time we ended it was 5:45? around there. at least much earlier than last week. last week was terrible. 6:30, friday even dragged till 6:45 >:( crazyyyy. oh yeah. the cute year ones joined us today. they learned throwing and yellow softballs could be seen rolling all over the floor. oh well. it takes time to learn. still i feel like appealing :D i dont think theres anything that can make me change my mind :P i need a year 5 senior online nowww. seems like theres none >:( cant help it then. oh yes, THANK YOU ANGEL DEARIE :D loves! thanks for alll the presents :D <3


haha. im back. and still slacking. yay. lets make a list of 2Js teachers :D

chinese> li lao shi :D
LA> mrs asha vora :)
ACC> zhang hua lao shi :)
Science> miss christine tan :)
Geog> mrs chin :/ mingwei, your favourite! hahaha.
Math> Mrs Janet Tan :DD yay i love her teaching and everything she does to teach us math :D
History> Miss marilyn ling :)
PE> mr. siva :/
Malay> teacher noorizan

yup thats the list. and of all i like math teacher the most! :D and of course not forgetting li lao shi lah :P okay. im going now. byee


hmm. just finished some homework. softball nearly killed me :/ everywhere is hurting >:( help! gorgor i miss you :D be glad if you see this. just emailed you heh. uh. currently slacking. for a while only that is. im wondering whether to post the LA blog post. seems like everyone also post as a draft to yourself. and im looking at dhs ccas. i just realised their sports cca options are soo little. and they still dare to reject our proposal for a new sports cca >:( right gorgor? hmph. aww. im in love with photography just like how mingwei is in love with the geog teacher :D i want IT club! heh. i know it's rather full though :(((((( oh well. got a capo for shihui. haha. or rather my dad did. i've got numerous capos :D thats random. i miss you :(

toodles~


im so appealing out of softball. mondays start at ? 4PM. you didnt see wrongly. its 4PM. F-O-U-R. and its on wednesdays too at 4pm F-O-U-R and on fridays on which school ends at 12:15, it starts at 4PM F-O-U-R. AND all the trainings end at 6 plus. crazy isnt it. what a timing. what am i supposed to do while waiting. dont tell me homework. with all the noisy chitter-chatter, school is a big NO for doing homework. I never ever do homework in school. dont tell me play volleyball or something like that cos i might as well just sit there and stare at the sky. there are a few appeal choices i have in mind. provided mr.chew can find vacant places for me. oh well. we'll just have to see. but im definitely not going back to softball.

im crying so hard now
im so lost.
i miss you much
and theres no one that understands me.
only you do
but you're not here
where are you?
i miss you.
you dont know that do you.
i wish to tell you
really.
but will you listen
and more importantly
will you accept it?


so here i am posting again. yeah. there was fencing this morning. then ate lunch at the food centre downstairs and there was this real uncivilised? :/ man that knew i was waiting for the people on the seat to finish and he just took me as transparent and placed his ahem on the seat without even asking. how rude. kiasu and rude side of singaporeans always prevail. shant waste my breath on such a person. oh, he was wearing black framed specs and black shirt with a levi print and had 2 kids wearing army pants and a maid. and then. yeah. im summarising the news article for chinese. 5 mins to report?! o.O lol. CCA trials were funnn. hui xian didn't get in ): no fair. i want her in softball. she almost got in lahhh. coach didnt let her pass his round. hmm. the old coach quit haha. wonder if thats worse or better._. gorgor how dare you go offline so early. see lah. never cheer didi up. didi is uber sad you know.


okay. so the cca selection trials on tuesday went rather smoothly except that we were rather short of people and the classes kept arriving before schedule which meant chaos. but it was fun being the record girl. i want to be the record girl again tomorrow (: tomorrow is the other half of the classes. till 6:20 D: so long. last years wasnt that long luh. plus this year is darn troublesome. so many people missing from each class. some appeal some DSA. and then they simply forget to tell me. so then theres this silly jumble where the name lists and results dont tally. esp. with my class 1F, where the name list was all wrong. silly isnt it. and after the sit-ups they refuse to get into a line according to their register no. irritating lah. then poor natasha was like screaming her head off. then amanda, pearl, jiayim and lixin were all IC of judging the year one's batting. coach was timing the sprinting part. so tomorrow is the same cycle again. probably there'll be more helpers. hopefully. ooh. and kudos to pearl, amanda, jiayim and lixin for telling me the results of the batting. yay. lets co-operate again tomorrow. dont ponn 3rd lang jiayim -.^ okay. so friday theres 2nd trial+training. and im SO NOT going. i dont wish to have another PACER test. i had enough of today's one. the radio also lagged suddenly in between.lol 5-3 lah. its terrible i think according to mr. siva. i think the best i did was 6-5? i forgot. or was it 6-7. never mind. so yeah. plus sch on fri ends at 12:15. then i got to wait till 3. tell me what am i supposed to do during the lagg time. absolutely BORING. i better rmb to refill water tomorrow before the trials starts. hopefully there isnt the need for us to scream our heads off to get them into register order tomorrow. and that the name lists will be updated. about to learn cheng yu. i completely forgot about it but oh well. oh and i wanna join bizlab! people who read this, tell me what you wanna join kay. TAGG! thanks(:

toodles~


haha. if you couldnt read the previous few posts, don't. today was boring. science teacher was absent for an hour period. and we did nothing but talk. and yuhua was spraying the smelly air freshener. air-conditioned classroom is <3. lol. but it's cold at times. oh well. many UG and music group people were at the CCA exhibition. the class was missing people so we couldnt exactly start lessons yet. tomorrow theres CCA selection trials so theres a need to stayback. it's bleah, unless i can see my juniors(: and mr siva didnt say if we needed to wear our softball tee. i hope not.

and if i didnt go out of the classroom
i may have just cried in front of you.
im sorry and i know i may seem dumb to react like that
but i cant help it.


gosh, you're so sweet!
thanks so much (:
you make my day.
thats actually why i liked you in the first place isn't it.



i know i sound like a total idiot
not knowing what to say.
i've thought about avoiding you tomorrow
yet i wish to see you.
tell me what to do
cos i know that i wont know what to do or say
once i see you.
i feel like spilling everything out to you now
and avoiding you after that.
but escaping isnt the solution is it,
besides, i miss you.
is hello the only thing im capable of saying now?
i guess.
i thought growing up meant that you cried less.
im wrong.
you cry even more.
im crying now.
and so. it changes nothing does it.
though i wish it could make you change your mind.


lets see. theres nothing much to say. im just blogging cos someone is busy with homework and i cant disturb that person yet. so yeah. theres CCA selection trials for softball on tuesday, thursday and friday. YAY. maybe it'll be fun =D get to see the juniors. will anyone from FOTINI be going to sign up for softball. nah. i dont think so. haha. i didnt even know what was it at first. anyway. im stoning again.

and it was you who taught me
to be so positive about everything
you taught me how to smile
how to act naturally.
you taught me the word YAY
and you were concerned
I know I probably asked you weird questions
but you were willing to reply me
you're different from the others
and im glad
im sorry for those questions
and the only explanation i can provide
is because I care about you.
I know it's probably just wishful thinking on my part
but I really wish that we could be together.
should I let the tears fall
cos it's so difficult to say a yay now.
I just need to say 3 important words to you,
so please
teach me how to tell you
that i like you.





so yeah, its the start of school, the third day already to be exact. gosh. the year2s orientation seems so fun, dhs explore. according to shihui they ran around vivo and suntec. Soooooo fun luh. okay. never mind. im orientation-ing with the year1s so yeah i missed out on my own orien. but i guess it's worth it. afterall the year1s are cute. lol especially this guy thats so cute called wei lu. hahaha. heard that theres los of khs-ians in this cohort. yay(: theres 2 i think in fotini. so yeah this year compared to my year, the year1s were more enthu and high. my year was like all so sotong and lost. or maybe im just referring to myself. anyway. yeah the SCs planned really well. theres been some differences compared to my year. this year the games were more fun and stuff. but the timings are still the same. today's the last day or orien. so as usual it's a night one. concert, year song, dinner and cheers. Today is supposedly the most important day. All SFs are supposed to get their class all rah-rah so at the end of the day they dont want to go home. i couldnt wait to go home last year. okay so yeah we havent had much time to teach them many cheers. so they know like a pathetic few. not my fault. uhh going to school at 3pm later so that they can do up their class mascot. theres this girl sitting at the front that insists on being a bird. i dont know whats her name okay =/ i dont know many of their names. heh >.< andddd i heard 2J has an air-conditioned classroom. i HEARD that is. i cant even go back to my own class this few days. the SCs will be like patrolling about and if theres no one in the year1 class they will scold us. scary. so yeah i dont dare to go out. plus my classroom on level 3. so high up. fotini is on level 1. the same girl thats insists on being a bird also wants to keep touching up on her class flag and create more designs on it. after the orientation my class used the flag for wiping the whiteboard or something cos the duster was missing i think. other classes used the bamboo to press the projector button. so poor her was like working so hard on the flag though we told her no need to. she simply loves the flag and kept waving it about during olympics 2 ytd. lol. one of the SF loves to command the whole class like shes the only SF existing and act cute in front of everyone while another SF loves sucking up to her. go figure. anyway, the year1s are cuteee. and OH it's a must to visit KALLANG LEISUREPARK'S FILMGARDE. it's great luh. GO WATCH NATIONAL TREASURE: BOOK OF SECRETS people! its soo good. yup. and do go to KALLANG ICE WORLD which is inside kallang leisurepark and KALLANG BOWL. yup. thats about it. haha. enjoy school juniors (:

NAME :)
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& yes i loveee DHS
keeping quiet most of the time is my hobby so NO I am NOT in an emotional mood.
get that fact straight.
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