having this irresistable urge to.....?

cough.

awesome movie today :D

can't wait to continue watching after PW OP~

found some great songs

and dancers ^^

always tried to convince myself that even if I can't do it now,

" Out of the many possibilities, choices, opportunities chances, choose only one. Believe in it, believe in yourself, and work for it. It's your life, you live it, you control it. You choose. "

i wish i could just really follow my heart. but you know it's never that easy.

so many considerations, and although you know it'll make you feel like the happiest person on earth,

everything just kinda levels out when you remember about the number of people you'll be disappointing.

your own life?

i've come to realise that life is never your own.

it also belongs to everyone else that cares about you,

the ones that gave you life, carrying you, pushing you, to make you the person you are today.

and so I can't act like as though my world is defined by me alone.

cos i know i can't do without everyone else.

as thankful as i am for the people who have allowed me to be who i am now,

honestly, i don't wish to continue with this path anymore.

along the road of growth, maturity and knowledge acquiring,

i've learnt many things, yet also opened my eyes to so many other opportunities.

i've seen numerous opportunities passing me by, some even once in my grasp, except that i chose to let them go.

and i have always thought of excuses/reasons to explain why i gave them up.

but this time, i've found something i don't ever want to let go of,

and i know that no excuse/reason will ever be sufficient to convince myself that its okay.

in fact, i want to continue down this path wholeheartedly,

and although it won't be easy, with so many people staring and jeering

but i really believe that i won't ever look back.

thank you matt, ash, alex & j (:

you guys are amazing.

having this irresistable urge to.....?

cough.

awesome movie today :D

can't wait to continue watching after PW OP~

found some great songs

and dancers ^^

always tried to convince myself that even if I can't do it now,

" Out of the many possibilities, choices, opportunities chances, choose only one. Believe in it, believe in yourself, and work for it. It's your life, you live it, you control it. You choose. "

i wish i could just really follow my heart. but you know it's never that easy.

so many considerations, and although you know it'll make you feel like the happiest person on earth,

everything just kinda levels out when you remember about the number of people you'll be disappointing.

your own life?

i've come to realise that life is never your own.

it also belongs to everyone else that cares about you,

the ones that gave you life, carrying you, pushing you, to make you the person you are today.

and so I can't act like as though my world is defined by me alone.

cos i know i can't do without everyone else.

as thankful as i am for the people who have allowed me to be who i am now,

honestly, i don't wish to continue with this path anymore.

along the road of growth, maturity and knowledge acquiring,

i've learnt many things, yet also opened my eyes to so many other opportunities.

i've seen numerous opportunities passing me by, some even once in my grasp, except that i chose to let them go.

and i have always thought of excuses/reasons to explain why i gave them up.

but this time, i've found something i don't ever want to let go of,

and i know that no excuse/reason will ever be sufficient to convince myself that its okay.

in fact, i want to continue down this path wholeheartedly,

and although it won't be easy, with so many people staring and jeering

but i really believe that i won't ever look back.

thank you matt, ash, alex & j (:

you guys are amazing.

NAME :)
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HELLO ^^ It's Treeesh here~.
& yes i loveee DHS
keeping quiet most of the time is my hobby so NO I am NOT in an emotional mood.
get that fact straight.
now,what else would you like to know? (:
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